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Experience at Work

2011-11-09T20:07:00.000+08:00

I finally get to blog for a little bit hah!..

oh I've removed my all the media widgets which were previously on my blog because I bumped into some sort of error and the best I can do is really to get rid of them.

Anyway, it's almost a month since I joined Fonterra at Dairymas. Honestly, I didn't have much to do most of the time for reasons. However, I am exposed to various things and scenarios which we wouldn't have encountered with in classes. What I love most working with them is that I get to practice freedom of speech, well to a certain level of course, but I've never seen myself ask and learn as much as I started in there and most of the conversations were very relaxed. Guess that's part of what grownups will have to do?

On certain days, I get to spend my working hour out of cubicle and meet people, which can get pretty interesting as I get to personally experience the real working world out there. Very courteous and professional. Lol, rather awkward for me most of the time.

Basically, it has been a real eye-opener and a platform for me to practice and apply my knowledge and understanding in that area. Other than that, it can get boring too when there's nothing much for me to do. I'll be anticipating to gain more in the remaining one and a half month's time. Do wish me luck!

and Oh...I finally got the reply from one of the Universities that I applied for and apparently received and offer from them !! Okay, we'll see how things go from now on.

Ciaosss..! and take care my friends~

Hired

2011-10-08T02:18:00.000+08:00

I've been feeling rather unwell recently, probably the drastic weather to be blamed.

Anyways, as the title spells, I am finally going to be useful for awhile!

On the other hand, there's actually nothing exciting when I'm only taken as an intern, but still super glad that somehow I am going to make good use of my 3 months time off classroom. Things went for a change ever since I attempted the interview at OSK, and throughout the whole time I did get to pick up some useful pointers for future undertakings.

In the end, this is it.

I kinda freaked out when I read that I needed to go for medical check up!! Well if its a dairy-production company, then it all makes sense. Luckily ... I somehow got exempted because you see I am not going to be a part of the production team, that is why.

As of now, I am very much looking forward to my first day of work, although a little nervous. Can't wait to meet new faces and being beneficial to the society < okay ....that was a bold statement.

anyway, I hope I'll have the time to log on my blog and post a little update some time in the future from now.=)

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Gotta ciaoz, its so late!!

Gnite..

Will you Love me for the rest of my life?

2011-09-26T21:30:00.001+08:00

....mehh, I am dreadful, so dreadful to charge my handphone.

Anyway, its been a long weekend, filled with positive vibes. Well, there's a joyous birthday celebration, followed by a heart warming wedding event and then a nerve-wrecking job interview which turned out fine. Yea I guess, that pretty much explained the hectic weekend.

It seemed that I didn't have time to sit down, lay back and start pounding on the letters again. It's a good thing sometimes, that I can take time off the monitor screen and enjoy all the happening occasions and little events that are going on around so that I would not miss out on life. The destination isn't so important at all - it is the journey that matters.

Besides, I haven't got the opportunity to bask in the warmth of my dearest friends and family for the longest time. Time had just went by us and therefore, weekend like this is really memorable. Oh! did I mention my mom's birthday was on 25th too? ;) I love her too much!

So, here is something before I sign off. It's a phrase cited from my uncle who gave a short speech on his wedding night before the delirious crowd. He's been asked so frequently before his wedding day on how he managed to propose to his wife-to-be, and so he finally made known to the audience, "I asked her - Will you marry me? and she returned me with another question - will you love me for the rest of my life...? ...."

I am sure you can guess his answer .. ;)

Pledge to your other half

With that, she said yes. GJ~

I didn't think thats the cheeziest thing that a man can ever mention, but at least it's the truest.

Yep, that's about it!

Signing off ~

When Life gets simple

2011-09-15T22:49:00.003+08:00

Bonjour~

Nothing fits anymore perfectly with my hot chocolate than the piece by Adenot. I'm feeling absolutely harmonious right now. The melody just intertwined with the aroma from my mug ~ ah ~

L'amour est dans l'air

Of late, I couldn't handle the rising appetence for sweet and really heaty and sweet morsels and treats. I guess there is no better ways for my body to take it out on me than popping few nasty zits on the face. YEA, I hate them...!

and what else do I hate?

oh, my brother wouldn't leave me alone and kept bugging me and bothering me, which is why I end up whining to myself again since I couldn't concentrate on the show on television. On top of that, he won't stop pop-dancing right at my face, which is uber annoying if you can imagine it - I just want to spend some quality time with the television! Alright, that's what you get when you are like the best sister on earth to your brother.

Also, I hope everyone, especially the chinese community had great time celebrating Mid Autumn Festival. More than 10 years back, my home would be brightly litted with lanterns and glowing candles. It didn't happen this year though - the feeling still stays vividly with us nevertheless. During this very festive season, something is definitely not to be missed - the traditional mooncake =) ~ The origin of mooncake has come a long way ... it meant alot to the Chinese as we share the very day with our loved ones, friends and relatives.

中秋节快了。

I know it's well over ... but yeah there you go =D

Adieu~

The beginning of the end

2011-09-10T12:00:00.000+08:00

This post shan't be happening at all, but somehow I just feel like dropping by.
It has been well over a month since I was last seen as a student, and surprisingly I am not that excited at all. Time has passed so fast, so fast that I am left to weigh in the mind of thoroughness what is set forth for me. To be honest, I am left buoying on the surface of the vast sea not knowing what to do or where to go (at least for the moment), which is pretty frustrating. I don't want to make it an option.

... so I guess it would be for sometime before I am put to work or at use.

Things are starting to take form around me, indicating that life is implicating on my decisions. Its not easy to be 22 - you make the verdict that you are accountable for and you know you won't want to pass the wrong judgement. At the same time, you know that things will not always work out the way you want it to be. I know I'm not yet up for the take. It's intense but that is the challenge that you'll come across in life. So grow up and embrace it.

Everyone is bidding farewell - but its not the end yet.

I hate to say this but I'm going back to college soon..urgh..! SYS ~~

Post-submission

2011-07-26T11:20:00.004+08:00

Wow, we did again, didn't we? hahah!!

Finally, all those dreadful times are over, thank god, and for most of us, those will be the last of it. The next thing we know, we all will be sitting for the last final exams of our college's year. "Yahoo" anybody???

Here's a compilation of Facebook statuses of my friends their expressing their jubilance upon submitting the last assignment on Monday. =)

They can get so emotional at times, lolx Great Chaps... After all those donkey's years we've been through, we've grown to be so attached to each other, which is a good thing actually because you know you can count on them. Oh dear friends ~

So right after the submission, I went back home to Malacca ...

and obviously its the buffer-week again but I guess nothing is more important than to lose the tense for a little bit and have some fun before final starts.

Malacca always gives a warm welcome tho....

Also, goodluck to my little brother who's probably sitting for his Finance paper, like now?

yahooo~~ I'm gonna hunt down friends and drag them out soon. Ciaoz!

Rush and Run

2011-07-05T23:32:00.007+08:00

Congratulations to all my comrades who heaved sigh of relief on the glorious day on 29th of June. After all the days we've been through, it's finally over and like I mentioned on my twitter - I felt overwhelmed after handing it in ... bet it must be the same for hundreds of us.

The post-production

It actually doesn't look exactly like this since this was taken before I changed my cover page, but just heck it. Actually, I think I could have done a better piece had I not been slacking off that much ( so much to my dismay ). Oh well, what's done is done, I'll reap what I sow at the end of the day. *finger crossed*

So we've reach our final checkpoint and should be anticipating for the finals in a month's time, besides mad-rushing to complete the other 4 individual assignments at the moment as well. I am only hoping that time could creep slower now than ever. I can't imagine what life has in store for me as I move onto my career ladder.

"Embrace it" is probably what I would tell myself.

The past 21 years have been like flashes of memories to me. It all happened so quickly that most of the time, I haven't really got chance to grasp the missing pieces in life. I guess that's just life - there're gives and takes, hope and despair, good and bad - the very ingredients that molded the person I am today. Having persevered probably for the first quarter of the life that I'm going to live, I believe nothing is going get too severe than this in the future. Yea - the positive thinking.

The positive thinker sees the invisible, feels the intangible, and achieves the impossible
~Anonymous

... getting cheesier these days. No idea why...

Please don't hate my post. =P

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It's the month of July now,

and to tell the truth, I'm actually running out of time.

First, I have to get a new passport (my current one is long due).

Then, I need to submit my IELTS registration form.

after which I'll need to sit for the freaking test and making sure I pass it.

--and then get my documents ready,

--finally, send in my application to the university

amidst everything -

I still have to compromise much time for my assignments+studies till finals' over.

Seriously, can I make it in time?

Urghh...FML

Put it in purse!

2011-06-12T16:29:00.018+08:00

So, there had been amazing things going around that kept me very much occupied, like really, and it'll be a long list if I were to list them all down....!

Nahh, its not true...though it has been quite happening around, with friends and stuff and nonetheless paper works. Anyways, just this morning a bunch of friends and I had Pork Rib Tea Soup for breakfast/brunch. Okay, I have no idea hows that gonna be like when translated into proper English, but "Bak Kut Teh" is translated directly into English just like that. Enlighten me if you could, though.

So, if anyone of you are really interested, you guys should hang out there and try it out. Well, don't ask me if it tasted good because I always have different likings for food than the rest. Honestly though, I love bak kut teh, but probably not in this style and they... never serve it with yam rice here in KL. =/ Its always like a tradition for typical Malaccans to have yam rice served with bak kut teh. Seriously....=)

Oh, FYI, that particular restaurant is owned by family of a friend, so just go show some support. *wait* did I not mention the location? ah ah... I don't know exactly where it is ( I don't memorize names of places either ) but erm, it should be in Serdang and its a new Wing Heong franchise BTW if I'm not mistaken and its definitely somewhere near Jusco Equine Park. Find your way there........

Here are little something tho' that went by to let yall have a peek at? =S

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Pictures unintentionally removed. =(

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Yeaaaaaaa .. I hope these entertain yall for a little bit because I'm still working on my new Diana F+ and it always take sometime to get the films developed and scanned and at the end of the day only to realize what I captured were all shitty pictures. On top of all that, my priority, I still have papers to hand in by the end of the week, like on Friday obviously. I hate it.

Its Kevin Wu's birthday today btw people and if you don't know him, I guess its time to leave your cave behind and youtube Kevjumba/JumbaFund. Its the hip thing now!! grrr... and just to let yall know that if you have twitter account, help trend #Happy21kevjumba - for fun?

He does his videos for charity (Jumbafund), so in short, its for a good cause...! Why wouldn't anyone watch him then? Subscribe too! =)

This one is like hell years ago...still, favourited ^0^ It reminds me of how I started picking up driving skills on a manual transmission car and stalling the car YEA!!!

Kevjumba Channel

JumbaFund Channel

HappySlip Channel

P.s: I still have time off for little stress-relief activities okay? Like 5-10mins off my work time is not going to cause me a downgrade in an assignment!! ......

or is it?

...and for a beautiful Sunday, today, Im also sharing this beautiful song.

you'll need to have to make an extra effort to pause it if you wanna jump for the video first or not if you decide to get to the end before watching the vid.

Either ways...enjoy~

Gooday!!

If I should have a daughter

2011-05-29T21:52:00.003+08:00

In your everyday life, there could be a gazillion of things that keep you wondering off your minds, taking in all uncertainties and bringing out all impossibilities.

"...if you have the ability to express yourself and the courage to present those stories and opinions..."

If you start/continue to pursue what seem most fascinating in life, you'll find that you've harness more than enough courage to be able to share it with the rest.

I find this very inspirational....and nevertheless amusing to listen to.

I present you.....SARAH KAY =)

You'll know and understand that when one day when you lost your way amidst your bustling existence, start writing a list - a list of "10 Things You Know To Be True".

Can you interpret her stories afterall? =)

Oxygen

2011-05-22T01:30:00.007+08:00

\\\人生短短几十年///

*ouch* arrr.....stomach ache. Mwahaha...

这几个晚上都睡不好.

头脑一直在想, 心也很慌.

每个早晨却又很容易的被吵醒来.

真的是鸡蛋糕咯, 害到我眼睛都肿起来了啦.

皮肤呀皮肤... 你的8小时睡觉quota也泡汤了.

很惨叻...

说到也很奇怪...

我家前面就有个小草场,

这几个晚上就让我听到了它从草场那发出很可怜的叫声...

那个它应该是一只小狗吧...

所以, 很有人情味的我(邪笑...有没有邪大笑????) ....

anyway, 我自己就跑过去草场那里找一找...

可是其实到现在都还没有找到它.

如果真的是外星人的话我也海曼想看一看的咯.

真不容易. 哈哈哈哈哈哈...

写一写就已经中午了.

一个人的早上是可以做很多有意义的东西的.

比如, 再睡觉!!

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈....

要学会活得健康

也要学活得精彩

人生才不会有遗憾

懂吗, 笨蛋.

P/S: My Evil laugh is supposed to go.... Nyehehehehehehehe hehe...^^

Blessed

2011-05-19T02:46:00.013+08:00

It was 18/5 when ...

a bunch of us decided to have lunch at some Chinese restaurant in Sri Petaling just today after our two glorious classes in the morning. The lunch? ...it was chaotic ... and we did had a lot of fun blabbering away throughout our precious lunch time, with 2 new chaps onboard. Someone even got the opportunity to make an impression on them ...and ohss whats with the "Rotweiler" that goes -vroom vroom-!?!? *hilarious* Okay, obviously she's forgotten her daily dose of medicine again X_x ...

That yet, wasn't the biggest event that happened for the day...

another friend who joined us for lunch this very day met an accident right in front of incubator 2 in TPM! Count those misfortunes we've encountered within mere 2 months' time!! I'm not trying to sound really ominous, all of us should really "wan san" and pray harder~! Fortunately though, no one was injured in the accident and what else can one expect from an accident - the vehicle suffered some wreckage on the front luhh...

I am not good at illustrating the exact chronography of the incident - it is a good thing still that its nothing serious except that someone needs enough good rest. There's no absolution in things that others can do unto you, but yourself. Take care, my friend, you still have us and remember that there are things that friends can do unconditionally for friends. =,)

Also, do be safe on the road, people. Treasure good life.

Life so short you'll miss all the good part as you blink.

and so....before the day turned dark, we headed for dinner and eew I really hate ginger!! Haha, then again all of us enjoyed dinner as much as we enjoyed each other's company =D not...not the ultimate tickling part, damn ~!!

Love you guys!! watching back those videos taken was a joy <33

Today spells a great day after all.

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On a different note,

I just felt like expressing some thoughts.

It is also on this very day, this night, that I ever felt like crying out loud. Yea, it's been awhile I poured things out properly and ... though my lacrimal gland almost gave me away ...... yeah, I can be really emotional at some point =,/ That's probably why I almost find it impossible to open up and speak. haha...shussh.

A couple of days ago, someone upset me so badly, everything he said hit me real hard that I was really offended, be it that he/she meant it or not. I don't really care if that is just how someone express things verbally but as long as they are hurtful, it shouldn't be legal. Okay, so what if I'm sensitive... wtf, he was the one so very insensate. I don't think I can put up with you - twice.

... hey, cmon' I'm made of flesh, Jackass!

If you couldn't have been nicer, just shut it up already!

Right...

look at the time. I'd better be going ~.~

Does this song ring a bell and remind you of a good movie you've watched recently. =)

*dance* *dance* *DANCE* --- *twirl~~ on to my bed*

UNIQLO x One Piece

2011-05-10T23:59:00.003+08:00

TeeHeehee...

I got dragged all the way to KLCC after class in the evening today.

We hogged couples of UNIQLO x UT Limited T-shirts Collection.

Okay I did my part too so I hauled 2 pieces...

and they are printed with ONE PIECE manga characters.

hahaha...I'm loving them and I got 2 since I thought my brother would like one as well.

My Hauls....

Just so you know, each of these t-shirts comes with the complimentary sticker on the respective tags and any purchase above RM200 in a single receipt in-store, you'll be eligible to get a free ONE PIECE Tumbler like the following one...

and with our combined purchase of over RM400, we got two of this....sweet haha.

Can't wait for the "Pirates of the Caribbean" edition to be on sale!

and...thanks to a friend whos given me this ONE PIECE paper bag that she got from shopping atUNIQLO as well. I didn't have it since its practically out of stock ....=/

Nice!~ isn't it...!? =)

It felt pretty good to be buying something just then haha and its really bad I'd have to forego my Neo Genesis Magazine from Kino but I'll somehow try to grab the next volume... It has been a while since I have my hands on one. I'll wait patiently...

and this is supposed to be a short post afterall.

tired from shopping

tired from having to go round the bush, all thanks to someone LOL.

Goodnight, folks!!

Charred...WRECK

2011-05-09T21:35:00.007+08:00

Everyone knows, weather turned bad and yes the temperature sprung up....and as far as I know, it was 34degree yesterday. I can tell it was pretty bad since people were grumbling on facebook and my feeds were pretty much about all and that. As for me, really, I was all sweaty the whole evening and had to bath 3 times but then I guessed it wasn't that bad then at night for I slept well through the next day.

and the next dreary thing I spotted... sky here turned rather hazy already and it made me wonder if Indon caught fire again over the day haha, how sad. So take care people, drink plenty of water and try to stay indoor as much because you won't know how vulnerable your body would be to the weather out there.

Take care.

Regarding my previous post, yes I see things get better - change in atmosphere and attitudes, though not at its best yet. I wouldn't rush into that, though its pretty sad that they're still not talking to each other. It'll take some time for the chemical to work its way out and I really hope it will. Please Please Please...

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and not to mean anything, I find it hard to be literally surviving in KL. Things are very different here and the ways people carry out their daily routines, be it to make fit into the society or merely living their lives as a normal being. People in the big city like this one defines their own shopping behavior and its really a wonder that almost everything here is confined of brand where the consumers are really empowered and not to mention, highly demanding. Although I am not too petrified to be making comparisons, but I'm very much chagrined at the status and influence of high living standard here.

It just bogged me so much how people can speak of the durability of a product and see not the price that tags along. Okay we'll put the figures into play. How about RM4k for a bag... and not just any bag...a branded bag perhaps (any one that fits into your mind). Let me place my stand, a RM4k for a bag that probably lasts one for 5 years maybe? If you're rich and yes you can easily earn that over, and believe me for that 5 years time frame you could have also got yourself couples of other bags of different brands that only serve ONE purpose, god-knows-what. I don't think that is all worth it... and what else is there to say if you're just average salaryman... you pay your hard-earned money for something that reads brand and still find yourself struggling after all. What good does it do?

If I'm ever that rich...

I'd rather hop on a lifelong trip over the world!! ....Yes I would =) but seriously, no offence !!!

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My new joy/new form of entertainment! Diana F+ CMYK Ed.

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S-o-r-r-y

2011-05-06T02:28:00.006+08:00

Life gets bumpy once in awhile and I thought that should be pretty normal... until I realize some bumps are just rougher than the others. Let's just say, I am one who'd fail at handling situations - big time... things just get so out of hand.

First of all, I am terribly sorry...

I know how much it means to someone for me to express myself thorough and better, but yet I didn't do it. That happened not because I can't count on you but it happened because I hate to burden you and I didn't think its any serious to the extend where I'll need to worry you more. Really, it may have been the worst decision a friend could ever make but I know you'll always be there for me no matter what happens - and that alone is so much more comforting that anything could give and I love you for that.

and sorry... I've created the whole misunderstanding.

I'm probably not in the best position to be speaking but... God, please take away the guilt, the hatred and the miscontrue between my B. friends as it pains me to see thing ends this way. I have wonderful friends on both hands - bothworking so hard towards the friendship we've persevere thus far... I am just hoping to maintain it, if its not too much ask.

I promise I'll go....

I promise I'll tell...

I promise I'll be there till end.

妈咪，你交我做人要坦白，但是我却没有作到。

妈咪，你说在外头我们只能依靠朋友，但是我是否也能让他们依靠啊？

妈咪，我该怎么一人做事一人当才好呢？

心理面好难受哦。。。

我搞砸了两位好朋友的友情。

我辜负了他们对我的关心与信任。

为什么会这样。。。

I can't think straight now.

I wonder if tomorrow is a good day?

明天，会不会有彩虹啊？

雨

2011-05-04T01:15:00.007+08:00

痛啊~ 真的很痛。。。

I didn't think I'd end up with aspirins night after nights, hah, then again, I'm helpless...

Dear God, if you've heard me, you will ease my pain and take away my discomfort, for I can't bear with every tinge of pricking sensation anymore as I try to sleep every night. I harnessed every strength I had today to be in the best condition and state of mind because I had to and yet at the end of the day, nothing seems to have changed. Please...

Somehow, I know I'll pull it through. bleaahh..

My days had been very demanding and besides the activities and the very incident that happened last week I still have tonnes of work to rush for, though I still am very glad and thankful that we're all still alive kicking. Thanks to the pinches of luck that we're blessed with...

ooh ooH about that, I've actually have my eyes on this beauty...

(well I dont think it has any connections with the previous stuff I've just mentioned but who cares XD)

This is somewhat very enchanting to me...

I'd really love to get this babe for birthday... but what the hell is with the price!! If only I have got a little more luck than that hah!! Wait for mummy sweetie.....=,)

On another note, well I think its time to spend some moments with my mum, not to mention its also Mother's day soon! Though we are not of those kind of a cheesy mother and daughter, however, considering our intimacy, we're pretty close. Our relationship is more than what mere words could express... and, Like all these years we celebrated together, its always with our dearest grandmother as well....=)

ぼくは人生で満足です！！

Negative things in Me

2011-04-23T17:43:00.004+08:00

Shattering.. ..

I probably had a few disturbing days recently. I don't mind having to burn the midnight oil rushing my tutes or assignments, I don't mind either to be slumbering on messenger just to have a great lengthy chat with friends ...but, I hadn't been able to express myself in the best and ended up having couple of bad nights all by myself and I can't sleep through the pain. I have always been wondering if I'm born just this way or something is totally not right inside of me. I just cant fucking tell things can I.... and hence why I'm filling in my dead blog.

Everything is coming back to me and like how an old film works... all those bits and pieces have been rolling in my head like a black and white screen. I can't swallow them down and live on like things never happened.

It was miserable on and off and whats with this fucking guilt filling inside in me. I known a person for not too long and we started things as enthusiastically any two would be when things started building and then it all started shattering when things went wrong and exactly at that point of time, I wished I've never got to know this person - ever.

I'm sorry... so sorry.

It was equally hard for me to put it down and let it go... I promise things will be done with soon.

Friend in need is a Friend indeed

2011-03-26T21:28:00.003+08:00

There it is - the soothing days and the two weeks worth of losing-grip-of-myself. Should have been more productive actually, but couldn't help to sense all those reposing vibes. It was awesome! =)

Being in the final semester, I am so hoping that the lecturers and my supervisor/advisor can be more than tolerant and less of a rigid pedagogue to our imminent, unprecedented behaviour. I can't really tell whats coming but this is what life is about and for every stretch of time, there is always a moment of truth. So about 17 years of education has brought me to this point - can I redeem myself somehow? I'm giving it all - a coup de grace effort. Why is it that I am still lacking of motivation? Diminishing self esteem... and lost.

Speaking of that, lets give credits to my dear compatriots. They've been the joy in my life and these people kept me going by riling up healthy competitions in the class. Looking back at those tonnes of times we had so much fun together actually brings back memories. Friends come and leave but buddies like them... they always click and cling! We're like sort of telepathically attached to each other most of the time, so much so, we are basically seeing through one another.

It has been very bumpy, hasn't it?

Once, we overthrew educator who seem to make senseless teaching in the class - we took turns doing weekly tutorial questions for the other to "reproduce" - having our own extra time out when we spot a broken record in the class - started calling names among ourselves, ok ....cute nicknames maybe - started a cultural society in the group to opposed crudity when we speak (it totally failed lol) - enjoy desert more than any other! - organize unanticipated trips which failed most of the time but we still loved them - gossiping is still the best-practiced hobby around .... !! God knows what you people are made of ....

Hmm...

I guess I really hate composing lengthy post...that I have to end it here. Sorry for the abrupt ending but gaahh its kinda late already.

Also, please continue to lend a helping hand to Japan in whatever method seemed convenient to you. Last but not least, I hope everyone had fun during Earth Hour - tell me you did your part!!!-

Adieu and Goodnight!

Pray 4 Japan

2011-03-16T19:45:00.005+08:00

People, the world needs help.

I've been really down these few days and having to watch those horrific footages from the news almost every night, it was really heart wrenching. Look, I dont know it this planet is at its limit or anything but all I know is if there bound to be a natural disaster happening, it will happen eventually and it will do without blinking its eyes. Scary as it sounded to be, but it seem that mother nature has got the upperhand now, which apparently furnished it the ability to strike so.

This time...the earthquake, tsunami, nuclear crisis...its uncannily fatal. Death toll has been practically rising every hour and all, but there's nothing we can do but to watch and dawned upon whats happened. Now, Japan had just experienced an epiphany, major reflection that is about to change how this whole world is going to look like years down the road..and we have no idea how much more damage is forthcoming.

I personally have no idea how true it is the conjecture about this planet - like you know, the 2012, 21st December. Then again, if thats going to happen, then it is going to happen and we should...we should be terrified.

For now, I have really seen and heard enough. I have my twitter updates from so many reliable sources, the newspapers and news footages on television. So eery and inexplicably shocking at times.

So, maybe for once (if its your first time), from the bottom of our hearts, we should put our hands together and all pray for the safety, wellness and strength for all the victims. It totally amazed me of how the Japanese handled the situation, you know. In fact, I was so impressed to see that they are being so mega co-operative and well behaved even when all of that that has happened. Even for a country accustomed to such catastrophe, they have been so much tougher that I'd imagine they'd be. The government had been very efficient as well... good to know that.

Well, imagined if it were to happen in Malaysia, we'd probably screwed up.

You see I've been very keen on the updates on whatever is going on Japan partly because there was a period of time, my life depended so much on them, my brother told me so too. When it happened, there were rumours that the author of the one piece manga is dead (lolx) and its not true of course, there were also other authors of mangas who have been claimed to have been swept away as well - those of which have not been legitimately confirmed. Then, we saw the legendary life-sized Gundam statue that has been hit and its now destroyed (heartbroken). Many of the Jrock concerts are put on hold...probably is going to take some time till they finally get down to a new settings...and bla bla bla.

Alright, none of that matter anymore.

Let's just hope for the best for Japan and everyone.

This is a some sort of sneak peak to what I am supplied every day every every day through twitter. I'd love to share if anyone of you are interested...=)

Of course then follow me on twitter.

Purgeee

2011-03-13T18:51:00.002+08:00

So...its really complicated now. I mean I dont know what I'm gonna do and what I really want to do. Thats what life really is anyway, and somehow it really fascinates me with the decisions I'd end up with. Can't believe it myself.

Well, yeah holiday has already started and I know how precious it is for almost all of us. Not sure if anyone already partied over it, but as far as I'm concerned, I haven't, or rather I did party - with at least some entertaining English series. Of course, it hasn't taken me anywhere yet...not when I'm still troubled with the leftovers to deal with -yes yes, as much as I hate to say it, its my project.

Living life sometimes can be so miserable no? its as if we're living a character we're not.

uhmm ....I guess I get a little way sentimental again. opssies.

Wash up time =>

You got what it takes

2011-02-21T21:44:00.004+08:00

So, we're almost done with Semester 1 of 3rd Year. Let's get this over with !!!

Yea, in like about 5 more months or so, we'll all be graduating...

What is it like after graduation..??

...so for now, its basically all about accumulating brain juices...for as long as a week!! and A Week only. Trust me, this semester was all devastating to begin with and now all that we can hope for is a good ending to it. We're either going to do it well or trash the whole examinations!

I'm sure I stated it pretty well.

Can I even work off limit?

*sigh*

I had a blunt conversation with a cousin another day and he was saying, " hey, what if the world ends in 2012?".

I was so upset by it then and said, " hurrrr, I lived for 22 years......and THAT IT?!?"

That was a very abrupt answer in my head then. lolx

Seeing things around me made me realized that I have not attain enough fulfillments in life and probably never once tried exerting myself to the extent where I can reap total satisfaction from. Life is short and brief....but that is not how I wanted to end it. If we can make the most out of our every day life, then there won't be one day that we'll live in regret.

How unfortunately, we see things in another perspective and all we're aware of are how trivial things get to be. Are we loved? Do we love?

When it all should ends, do these things weigh anything more than a dust....??

I can't be sure but we are living in a cold and ravenous world and somehow, we may even lose sight of the gleaming hope in midst of living.

But let's not lose it ...

ぼくは愛していた

Its a wonder how music has spurred my motivation and given me strong drive to move on - and as of now, I will be giving it all for my finals.

Yashiee!!!!

Post CNY

2011-02-10T21:09:00.007+08:00

ooohh...I'm starting to lose my sight.

Happy New Year, Folks!!~ Yes we've hopped into the Year of Rabbit.

Wishing everyone Good Health and Prosperity!

I had great times with all my relatives and friends, really, and at least I tried to make the most out of the extremely short festive holiday. This is probably the most uneasy Chinese New Year that I've ever been through. Don't mind me...but I wasn't fully absorbed into the mood and worst of all, there is the investigation report that I had to finish before the Holiday ends (which spoils all the atmosphere!) ARSE!!!

I'm glad everything stays same, the tradition - the reunion - the faces - the warmth but not the diminishing amount of ang pows though. ;D (just jokin!) afterall its not how much money we receive during the festive, rather, its how long we get to be with each other. Look !!! CNY had just breezed through like nothing has ever happened!

Bleah....

So much for the good food and entertainments!

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Mummy never fails to remind me to eat properly...

I mean, I don't cook myself and usually would end to turn a blind eye to stuff like this because I always thought nobody would care, neither would I. Now that I've gotten a little health-conscious, I guess its time to take it more seriously.

So for dinner... this is what I had =D

The best Garden Salad!!

The best Cherry Tomatoes..!! They ooze the best juice ever lolx.

...and I got this as an extra. Love them to bits. Gonna have them some time tomorrow though. =D

Hmm, I should get Caesar Salad next, for a change!!!

It's a lovely night tonight...

Gotta go~

Yet another compilation!

2011-01-20T12:58:00.006+08:00

So, that's it.

After 3 weeks' long of continuous work drives and brain-cracking moments, today marks the glorious day of all. lolx. At least, I'm through with the few most baffling assignments and trust me, its really strenuous to live up to the "God-like" kind of expectations and worst, to burn the mid night oils almost every day.

Now, I'm not at all a committed person to begin with, much less devoted to assignments. At time like this, my mother really does give up on me and ever mention that I am the species that exist to procrastinate. I didn't take it too hard but she may be true. =) Somehow, it has evidently been proven that my productivity level is at its highest when stress comes haunting. Although, I wouldn't guarantee the same level of quality but this is just how I work.........after proficiently working out on my schedule ahead of time just so I won't screw my work up then - time management it is. It's always the hardest to impose the starting point. It is just like the old saying, "when there is a will there is a way". I strongly believe so.

Anyway, there goes all 4 assignments in a week and 2 left. There is just this sensational rush in within which comes after the fulfillment of obligations.

What a joy~

It's weekend soon and Happy Thaipusam to those who celebrate the festive.

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People nowadays are way too complex. They pour in too much of feelings and turn paranoia and uptight - much fragile to unintentional judgement. I, personally have low tolerance for such individuals. However, I wouldn't label them as immature, which has no whatsoever relation to my topic, rather...they are the cause to the act of stupidity.

How many times in your life do you find yourself trying immeasurably to explain yourself to a person who is NO freaking way, living in the same planet as you! They get upset so easily over silly statements and communicating with them is practically pointless that any further contact will cause you dehydration in the body and worst - deprivation of oxygen. Just so you see.

I am not saying that it is wrong to be defensive at times. However, over-defensive is aggravating and that is how stupidity comes about... and believe me that the next thing you witness may just be another suicidal case.

Please, think and act humanely...

well, at least human like me reap satisfaction from mere cheesecakes. ;)

Reminiscing old songs...

Goodbye!!

お誕生日おめでとうね~~ 葵さん !!~~!!!

What's best for myself?

2011-01-09T23:30:00.005+08:00

I recently received a reply from my Aunt in Shanghai after initiating an email regarding my progress at Uni thus far...

Ever since daddy left us about a year ago, his elder brother/my uncle decided to bear the responsibility as a financial support to my family, crucially yet to us, who are still struggling in the higher institutions. We are ever so grateful that both of them have been unceasingly caring for us and supporting us so much in replace of my dad. As they are prepared to plough money into our future, they've given my brother and I better options choose from.

...yes, as I was talking about the email I received...

This is the exact cropped content from the mail and which is a congratulatory mail from my Aunt in reply to my email that has the Academic Report attached.

and..My concern now would be - am I to live up to their expectations?

In fact, I'm rather crossed now knowing that if I were to go any further than where I am now, I could be very much indebted to them and no one knows where these all will take me to. I didn't want to sound mean, but I really shouldn't be taking advantage of their graciousness and generosity so much.

but if it all should happen, I could be flying off end of the year...!

If only daddy's around...

This is really troubling but at the moment, I couldn't be much bothered about it just yet. Final Year has been excruciating so far, and I wonder how is it going to be like few more months down the road. Guess its not so exciting after all........ I have better yet learn to cope with it before its too late.

I need my soulmate.

It has been 5 years and every time I talk about him...

it's like knowing someone new and I gets flustered all the way.

I knew he is the one who would listen to me, who would understand me most.

"You're the one who can make me feel comfortable at all time."

Maybe taking all is a little contempting, Giving is a virtue too.

Gomen ne.

My flu is really going from bad to worse.

-turning in for the night-

Goodnight

*lights off*

2 Weeks of Nuts

2011-01-07T14:34:00.007+08:00

Vanity is Sinful

Self-Love is Beautiful

eyebags detected!!

Right...

you may roughly understand that my current hair is in a total mess. True, they're pretty much destroyed and oh hmm, I seriously have NO idea on how I should work on it. I'd most likely leave it the way it is right now and we'll see what I can do as they grow. lolx. Almost certain that I will chop most of them off. kkk. *distressed*

Anyway, my two-week's break is quickly coming to an end and I can't be sure that I've been productive within the time. As far as assignments are concern, I am never too keen and even this time I couldn't really cope well. I was seen starring blankly at my laptop screen all the time while searching for whatever it is that I was searching for and HELL that was torture!! Uhh, at least you could congratulate me though that I still had both my eyes wide open then.

You see, I could barely stay up late at night for further commitment(lol) as my physical condition is getting worse each day. No, no I'm not sick - it's just that when I happened to come down with flu, I am less spiritually conscious, thus I get sleepy way ahead of my sleeping time. Fortunately for me, this doesn't happen all the time.

I hope everyone else is doing good though. Can't wait to see them all!

Penang trip must have been so much fun~ Grrrurrr!!

While I finding time for myself, here's what I found. Pretty interesting Vlog she's got there and in case you wonder why is she speaking that way, youtube - Peter Chao. ;)

if watching this vlog makes you feel itchy, hop HERE ~

Who knows....

lalalalala....

Now, now, I better make time for some cheesecake session this weekend. =D

Better Late than Never

2011-01-04T16:34:00.004+08:00

Sunny day eh.

...these drastic changes of weathers are sure sinful. I'm exposed to many of those who have fell sick. Even Bryan (one of the twin babies) are suspected to be infected with rotavirus - My heart sores looking at him feeling so feeble and no more of his unwavering lively smiles. Hopefully the medicines cure him in no time! I'm strong, no worries - I drink lots and lots of water thats definite and eat plenty of fruits almost everyday, you people should too!

Take care... and...

I'd recommend - boiled beetroot - they're really good!

...and to my darling coursemates, Please do not over-exert yourselves !!! you people are creepy and sure freaks me out sometimes =___=;; We'll all do well this term and ALL GRADUATE for good ^^ !! You have my words.

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I've always wondered why at this point of my age, people tend to question my availability so much as if I'm such a bother to others being single. They may meant well but what's with the response like - " I DONT believe that...!!" =_= am I so pitiful anyway?

I've an individual whom I like and admire and that is about it !! ...

it's not an unrequited love so drop that thought !!

Thing like this is probably out of my control and I think I'm totally fine with how I brought myself about so far. So you know, I never like to be clung on, not ever a clingy type of person. This is life... my life, at least.

Personally, I don't dissent people who are in love or heads over heels over someone, its just that I'm not like that? maybe not now??

Peaacee......

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I'm counting your days.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!!

(This is probably a little late, but better late than never!!)

I'm off to MAMA!!!

Belated Christmas YO.

2010-12-30T19:41:00.006+08:00

Its pretty chilly these days, is it not? Why... yes for me.

I've been spending some quality time alone, seriously, with my grandmother for the past 2 days I believe. I just thought life has really taken its toll on her so much and that I should spend time with her whenever I could. It really pained my heart to see at those deep wrinkles on her face and both her arms and that she coughs more than ever now and that she depended so much on her drugs daily. If only time could halt but again, she is a strong woman at her age and I am so proud of her.

Well, it's not like she's thaat weak that I have to post this... but recently I just realized that my grandmother is one that is closest to me and I need to cherish this kinship and show affection to her while she's still with me.

Emotional eh...hah.

Ah so the Legendary Dome was pawned on 26th heh and yep, pretty much expected. Really, it's a shame that I wasn't there or I would have yelled my lungs out ;) yes I would. I believe it was also ultra-emotional upon the ending and right before the boys' signature-jump!! Bless them all and their career ahead please, I'd love to see them grow and alleviate higher and to better.

When the curtains draw, its time for a new journey!!

Nice outfits yo!! I liked those very much ... =)

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Okay I need some serious time-management and plenty time for self reflection. This is real business that we're talking about damn. I can never get a hold of myself and what's worst is that I'm losing time for much more important things that I need to do.

... when I look back then, I hadn't really work anything out, had I?

... Okay, whatever it is - abc or cba - I will do them all or never do them at all.

*slapface*

Oh, wait... I didn't have christmas post, did I? Blame the sucky celebration around - rather unappealing. Even the king fly kites eh? If you understand what I mean^^

Anyway... here it goes!

Merry Belated Christmas, readers!!!

Also, congratulations to the Malaysia's football team for bidding the first triumph in the AFF Suzuki Cup Tournament. So, there's nothing much except for an official-declared public holiday tomorrow though, THANKS.

I gotta RUN!!

只不过。

2010-12-15T23:19:00.004+08:00

在心里面的某一个角落，感觉有点低落。

一直以为自己没那么容易被受影响，

却不知不觉的还是被打倒了。

有时候，一些事情不由得我来控制。。。

而可笑的是，我每一次都为了这些事情搞得团团转。

但我很清楚很多时候，现实，是会令人感得矛盾的。

想要给自己做个决定都好想必须先要跟自己打仗！！

たかちゃん、聞くえことできますか？＾.＾

ぼくはさびしいよ！ずっとあなたのかんがえていたよ

真的哦！

圣诞节又要到了！

Merry Merry Merry~

Plain boredom

2010-12-11T21:12:00.004+08:00

Here I am again. I'm always stuck up with blogging at the most awkward time of all. To live up to my profile, I'm going to do my reporting like always. Things have been going well for me, and believe me that when I say well, I meant - a little too well. Guess I did lose grip on myself.

I am going penniless really, for one... of course, from the extensive outings all through the previous month like mad~ Next on, I'll need some more cash for personal use. I'll see what I can do - like start saving sounds like a good idea for me. With that, I'll have plenty of time to spend at home and it seemed like its the perfect timing for to ground myself at my own work station also...for good.

Just lovely.

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Some days ago, I read on something really tragic. In this world there is black and there is also white. In between the two distinct colours, there lay a grey area. God knows what lies in it, but from how I see it, a certain number of people inhabited it. These people are known as the black sheep of the society. These are the people who can neither see the black nor the white.

Love as simple as it looks, contains innumerous meanings. I may not be in the position to judge or scrutinize any single action taken, but yet, a life is a life, no one but the creator has the very right to withdraw it.

I am cold and ruthless like how some people may came to know me as. I never had love properly defined and eventually lost my way in it. But look, for someone who is so much in love, sank so deep in it and was living in such agony because of it, falling in love is still as bad as playing with fire. There're exactly so many ways to love and be loved and even at times, love itself is total unnecessary.

爱情可以很伟大，同时也可以很残酷．

自寻绝路，哪有何苦呢？

这世界以不会为你的死而改变，更不会为你的死而停止转动．

但你所有身边的人，包括她，会为了你的决定而感的惭愧与痛苦．

难道这就是你所谓的爱吗？

安息吧．

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I regretted going to the hair saloon so much today.

*sigh*

Disastrous.

Anyway, have a great day!

Home sick

2010-12-02T21:52:00.003+08:00

Oh I flipped the calendar over and its December already :)

and how silly of me to be still scratching #31 on the parking coupon for month November yesterday, X.x

I'd consider myself already moving on the right track with the fittingly mindset xD. It's inevitably torturing to be entirely mindful with serious deals here at all. At certain points of time, I pick a spot and choose to rot!

Anyway, it has been the longest stay thus far without heading back home for 3 weeks. It wasn't so bad even though I was very much feeling melancholic over the weekends ~.~ So you see, I went on lengthy phone calls with my family, on top of which, my grandmother was still rather sick then. A week after, she is all better and I'm even closer to the day that I will be going back home! Yea, it's like ... just tomorrow ;)

Besides, I'm hell-missing the food too!! Not to mention, I will be also meeting friends who are on a month's break. Thank God that I'll be returning only on Wednesday - which means, I'll have ample time to spare for my friends and family. Okay, I am still aware (very very much do) that I have papers to finish and PSF to be submitted latest by Monday. how annoying...

Along the time, who wouldn't miss the baby twins??

uhhuh!! They're growing so quickly :D

and I can't wait to see them !! ~

Have they even been thinking of me at all, I wonder ;)

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Recently, I made myself to ponder.

Ponder on all possibilities of life and if I've been making right choices right from the start. Sometimes, it happened that a shrewd business person was there to share his/her wise thoughts, it made me perceive how dense I was and that each and every real-life intellect is worth more than what a book can illustrate. I could still possibly be making the best out of the worst choice that I ended up with.

obtuse or not?

Enjoys~~

Lolly Friday Evening =)

2010-11-27T16:06:00.007+08:00

I probably overdid a little this time. x|

God knows what went down my throat yesterday night/dawn, but it went burning hot and oh did I smell heavy stench of alcohol at the after-party. It was pretty awesome night despite the overwhelming crowd I witnessed at The Opera Nightclub @ Sunway. =) Bless me lol, that was my virgin visit to a KL nightclub - pure wild, rocking gorgeous nightclub.

Let's not get into the drinking part anyway (not a good sight rather) ... I am not very good at handling toasts and the after effect of drinking. Bleah~ Not hangover though...! Did I mention I still have an extra bottle of Heineken with me??? It doesn't belong to me though HaHa....

But then again, Happy [Belated] 28th Birthday Uncle Yeap!! lolz

He's such an amazing friend and hopefully he had a blastful time of the year~~ We're afterall grownups. Such event is so inevitable EH? *giggles*

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Back at home, Grandma isn't feeling too good. I got so deranged at the news that she's going back to the doc after just being discharged from the hospital the day before. I'm praying hard that she'll be fine so soon. oh pLEAse!! I'm anticipating piece of good news to cure my edginess because I can't do much at all.

婆婆，我好想吃你煮的黑猪肉! 你快点好起来!

hehehe..;) I'm such a miserable grand daughter....x|

I can't wait to go back home again~ The swelling on my left foot just won't go away! T__T Obviously I'm in need my doses of mummy-love and popo-love. o'man I love them too!

Speaking of which, I have my substitution flow of love...coming from the boys ;) Well its still pretty early to reveal this, nevertheless, every HERESY earthlings seem to be in perfect rapture after getting proper eyes/ears job from the GazettE new ballad PV!!

Glad that PLEDGE PV is finally on youtube way ahead of time and the boys sure have been spreading love like they're on FIRE!! *loves* Well, you'd probably find couples of PLEDGE full PV [HQ] on youtube at the moment, then again, no point embedding them from there now at the risk of having the video taken down at the end of the day, violating the privacy right, as usual.

Endoh-sama on the other hand, had the best remedy against it!

Yo Yo Yo!

Let's get back to work~ hunt down more JOURNALS!

Shouping deh~

2010-11-21T18:20:00.006+08:00

~ 说再见才发现再也见不到 ~ 能不能就这样忍着痛淚不掉 ~

~ 说好陪我到老 ~ 永恒往哪里找 ~

~ 再次拥抱一分一秒都好 ~

Enjoyed my shopping-spree today after so long :) Total satisfaction.

The next thing I may end up doing is chopping off my hair for good.

Still considering though.

I hope it doesn't take long.

*yawn*

Love my new sweater to max!!

bought it for only RM12.

I missed you daddy.

Are you doing great?

Swung - over

2010-11-20T00:20:00.006+08:00

不知道自己有能撑多少，拼多久。

今天却又下雨了。。。

这场雨提醒了我是时候把一切都放下了,

并且也告诉我，下了雨后，还是会天晴，

层层云锦把天空点缀得更美丽。

这地球是不会为我一个人而暂停的。

僕は本当に疲れているよ！本当は大惨事を感じます.

あなたは他のすべてが崩壊しているように思われるとき私にあなたの肩を貸してくれるためにそこに行くでしょうか？

It's been a tough week. This weekend break is not making me feel any better. To make thing worse, it started to rain when I least expect it to. I have nothing against rainy season, though, it always brings out the ugly side of me. Not to mention, bad hair day persistently falls on rainy day too!

Okay ...

it's not like some Volcano erupted in Malaysia, somehow I just don't feel right.

I don't think I'm in the right state to blog either.

Probably just venting my uneasiness.

I missed you.

.約束.

16/11

2010-11-17T11:49:00.004+08:00

Hey ho Hi n Lo~

Yesterday was pretty much just like that...it's a pity really and I wished the day could be longer. Watching people grow is parts and parcels of life and I think it is good to see changes in some ways after a while :) Over the time, I feel the barriers are slowly building up and I don't know if its just me but things like these... I thought it is just inevitable. Though I don't think we have anything personal coming in between of course.

Glad we've meet up anyway... :D

O' I'm very much anticipating the erm pictures ^.^;; At least that when I know words can no longer work any better, looking at the pictures still exude so much friendship and self-reflection, no? After all, I don't think there're much chances that we will still be seeing each other so much at college. Xox

Whether or not this is happening...

I'd look forward to more hangouts? ;)

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Boy, everything I consumed yesterday totally killed my throat. It's hurting me so much!! lolx, I was out of control I guessed. I'm compensating with lots and lots of water today. Hope it helps and Dequadin........!!

You know what...

I found what I lost. *happy!!*

It's a '09 birthday gift from a friend actually, which was really simple but ever so meaningful. Unfortunately at a point of a time I may have accidentally deleted it from my laptop. Somehow, I got the back up one from him. haha how lucky >.<;;

HERE it is :D

I got quite emotional listening to this, but it was one of the most memorable one.

P/s: Please pause the player at the bottom anytime when u feel like playing this.

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OOOoops 15 miss calls from home..

Ciaoz.

Monday not too Blue

2010-11-15T21:55:00.003+08:00

The planes around have been flying low often times just before sun sets and I could hear them them jetting away. Sometimes I do like the sound from the city :)

I'm well over quarantine now though coughing has been a bother since last week. Eventually, with the serious choking from throat over days, I can barely speak clearly much to my dismay. Basically, I'm watching closely over the food that I'm taking though yes its so much of a pain in the ass. bleaaah~~

Oh, I've met Ms Chang early this morning... I guess we very much broke the ice and the whole clinic went on for less than half an hour. She's nice and thoughtful and hopefully, with her ample free times from her timetable, hunting her down in the future won't be my huge concern. No I'm not someone who's fussy over the arrangement of supervisors, also, not to mention she's extremely new to our institution and of course myself. Naturally, I'd give time for chemicals to work out.

She looks pretty helpful tho xD.

Yeaaa, Thursday sounds like a perfect time to date her no? ;)

*oh yea, generally, the whole supervisor clinic thingy today was so screwed?? I have totally no idea what went wrong. Some good bunch of supervisors just didn't turn up at all?? Bless me, thank god, mine was there earliest :D.

To the next batch of mates who have yet to attend the clinic, just make sure you people make an early arrangement personally with your respective supervisors before things turn ugly for the day*

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So, unknowingly after the meeting, I went off to Timesquare with Mr Ho and Mr Lemon for lunch and long hours of window shopping hahahaha. So fun la hanging out with crazy people some times, although I was a little bit tiny winy bored in between times >.<

>lemon : 20 teh tarik la...+ 2 bubble milk teas, gao mou? soli boy.

>lipxin : you can definitely have your lollipops back soon....asap!!

*sigh* I have too many unsettled debts with friends. lolx how annoying.

They just keep adding on!!!

i've lost something i really love.

has it gone missing for good now?

i need it, i really do... irreplaceable.

i am sorry.

New blingsss~

2010-11-13T19:08:00.009+08:00

I havent been feeling really well since last week and I thought I'd end up admitted to the hospital again. Thank god that didnt happen, else you know, I might just cry myself a river T_T . Even so, my taste buds are still failing me ... On the journey to full recovery yooo!! Thanks to Cool Fever and Dequadin and probably a few doses of cough syrup (slaps forehead!)

Okay so what's up?

Recently, our supervisors for FYP have been assigned. I havent met my supervisor so far and I am clueless at all how she will be like. Despite that, I do have a feeling this will be a good start :D. Let us all hope for the best for what shall come forth.

Hopefully Monday's clinic turns out well... *scare*

Anyway, the supervisor clinic timetable has been arranged for certain students (include myself) only and for those who are eager to know but did not receive anything from APIIT... (it happens...)

here u go --> >>>> Download here! <<<<<<

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Apart from that, back to Jrock-fever, endoh-sama had had new updates on the boys ;). I'm sure I've mentioned of "PLEDGE" and as I'm here typing, this excitement is already burning all over me ;DD...

I've always trusted on their quality, like really. S0000 (drum rolls...)

Here we have the original sample of the Preview ~

The Gazette Winter Ballad - PLEDGE.

It's awfully rare to find such good deal out there at the moment as their single has not been officially released thus in December 15th. *claps* I'm anticipating alot ... as usual wee-hoo wee-hoo...~

Hope to get more update from Ruki's tweet, himself. Yes he himself.
kyyyaaa~~....!!!

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Ajisen Ramen isn't so good after all, I personally think.

Looking forward to Next Week.

See you people at the AIDS/HIV Day Campaign @ SgWang! (am I right?)

The White-flag

2010-11-07T20:27:00.006+08:00

It's been almost two years now.

Sometimes, it occurred that our lives are so tainted with harrowing sins and nonetheless the irreversible mistakes that had happened. It cannot be removed, cannot be transferred...worst of all, it cannot be forgotten.

At least, I don't think I could.

Somehow, I've got used to it and I thought, I though I'm actually coping well throwing aside these agonies. When the reality hit me, right away, I'm all beaten again. I really don't care neither do I mind living with this but little did I know, its taken toll on my mental health once again.

To put it simply, I'm very vulnerable to nervousness and slowly find myself short of breaths. This never happen so frequently, but it is slowly taking me to my limit. I realized its no used living in mendacity nor to dwell in the past. But I find there's no way to disentangle myself and find a distinctive clear line between the past and present.

Eventually, I have to live with everything coming back haunting at me once again.

私はあなたからの強度を必要とする

あなたの愛で私を癒す

...but anyway, these made me see things much more clearer than ever before. If it cannot be altered, then it has to go on the way it is.

I'm so thrilled with the my new edition of Arena 37 !! So I'm gonna share little-little bit of insights....=)

Of course, posters are available as well but I'm not sharing...heh heh, still trying to figure out where to stick them on... hmm

Actually got these some time back, but eventually I find it worth the post-it-up chance. So there it is. I couldn't really share everything but then, is better than nothing ha ha ha ha..... YAY, Jrock.....PEACE!

My eyebrow is in a mess?

2010-11-01T19:21:00.005+08:00

Yep, it's going into week 3 already. Things are starting to catch up one by one and we're still taking them in slowly, gladly. There are still ample time of course to slack off abit here and there and since time permitted and before I know it, I was in MPH once again ;D. Just so you know, I am not such an avid reader and somehow, I like the smell of books.

There're really interesting books that grabbed my attention and like few that I've owned, I still prefer books by Stephen Hawking. I find him a wonderful science-fiction writer and probably one of the best-known physicists of our day. At many points while reading his books, I still find myself struggling to grasp his philosophies on the metamorphosis of the universe, absolutely intriguing.

Despite of his impaired lifestyle, he's been devoting almost all of his life time researching on numerous studies. Naturally, it struck me that I'm actually at a far better condition than his to be achieving things that he had had.

Anyway, I was supposed to hunt for some reading materials intended for my research but I guess being there was just too overwhelming that I got drifted away easily. I'd love to go there again, alone.

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I'm feeling exhausted these days. I don't mean physically exhausted - mentally. Something's straining off my thoughts and I'm prone to lose my focus in the blink of an eye. Isn't this frustrating at all?! especially when I tend to get into deep thoughts.

あなたのことをずっとかんがえている

AR~!!

I'd love to go watch movie. UHhhhm.... anyone?

Great! It's November now after all. Singapore anyone?? :D awww miss my darlings!

UCTI BIZCON 2010

2010-10-26T21:20:00.008+08:00

Yeap, the title says it all. It's UCTI Business Conference Event today, in fact it's already the second day. I get to privilege to attend the conference because SiuHui asked me in time to join them :D. Else I'd be dead boring in the MPPM class in the morning xD. Was a good experience though.

BizCon was held at Cyberview Lodge where the surrounding is very sensational, beautiful and well-maintained. Let just put aside the food at the moment. ;D

Anyway, there were presentations by presenters from our neighbouring countries; Iran, New Zealand (If I'm not mistaken) and nonetheless by our unfailing lecturers as well. All the talks went by pretty quickly due to the time constraint though there were some of them who managed to finish the presentation way ahead time.

I'm not up to judge, but over all it was a good exposure.
Wished there were some really worthy topics though. *sigh*

Anyway, speaking of food which were lavishly well-prepared.There was refreshment in the morning, pleasant buffet meal (I missed the cheesecakes N choc Fondue damn!) and last but not least, tea-time after the wrapping up of event. Cool eh..

So much to savour, so much to devour.

Alright, I shall continue the post with pictures then. :)

My PASSES ;D

The GOODIE BAG!

It's been a tiring day~ Yawn*

Shall end the post here.

P/s: More picture coming up on Moon's profile. =)

I just love~ drawing these...

Cornered

2010-10-23T11:33:00.010+08:00

Whenever things get out of hand, I alwas feel alone. It's a bad thing.

You'll see and definitely share my point when you find the rest on a total different piece of land and there you are... sitting on a pot full of shitz.

...don't get me started on versions of philosophies again, because I totally have no sense of intellectualism. *fullstops*

Today is a Saturday and speaking of Saturday, I've always thought of it as "The Day of the Week". For some reason, my mind seems to be well tranquilized and working good on Saturdays. So there, I don't really mind if I'm going solo for the day, because it's a bliss. After a little break down, the project after-shock and probably the few jaw-dropping moments, it's good to get the head back right on track and moving on positively. It's a total need.

Now now...

when the head is right.

the attitude should too. I know I won't sound promising if I say I could but... - mama always hit me on the right spot. "You won't accomplish anything big without the right attitude, even if it's something you love doing."

It's harsh when you thought of things you have to do, whether you're in it or not.

You'll see that it's a real common statement...but she just said it right.

Sometimes I just feel hurtful...

I think even my laptop despises me, hates me, and is sick of me ...

What more can I say??

gentlemen, I need some doses again :)

When it started 3 years ago.

2010-10-17T00:07:00.004+08:00

So it is... we sailed onto the next chapter of Degree, regardless of the different majors.

It was a little strange and awkward to be walking into the foyer after a 2 months' holiday. It felt like everything is starting afresh. It is though... however, this fresh start its picking up real fast this time.

In fact, it was so fast that I'm utmost certain that everyone started feeling burdened - that is if they've been to the recent FYP briefing.

...forget about it... forget the 25th of the month.

While we're on that, our timetable was actually very compromising, at least if they have no intention of fixing anymore of it. For the first time, I like what I am seeing =). It could be for the fact that they're putting it the way it is in favour of FYP preparation, but it doesn't really matter for now. haha, I'm after all a procrastinator... ( wtf am I so proud of?!)

*Praying hard to work with supervisor with a healthy heart* Smirk *

揺れる身体に刺さる　君が生まれた曰の風
温もりは覚えてるかい「せめて　」
背負った物は消えぬけど
また笑えるその「いつか」を
どこかで求めていて

Ten - Ten - Ten

2010-10-10T19:49:00.006+08:00

Happy 10-10-10 !!!

Happy Birthday to 阿姨 and Bryan couzy!!!

It'll be another millennium to be able to celebrate this rare date again.

Make sure you pick on everything that has number 10 on them, hehe.

Also,

its been a tough year in North America, oil gushing into the Gulf of Mexico, while in Asia, some of the highest temperature was ever recorded; in the Arctic, the rapid melting of sea icebergs ever seen; in Latin America recoded the heaviest rainstorm washing away whole mountainsides.

Hence on this auspicious date, we celebrate.

Circle the lucky date on your calendar (10/10/10) and the point of doing so that you'll remember of doing something that'll help counter the global warming within your own region/location.
hey're calling it the Global Work Party, emphasizing on both "Work" and "Party". In Auckland, New Zealand today, they're having a Giant Bike Fix-day, to get all bicycles in the city back on the road. Over at Maldives, the people are putting up solar panels on the President's office. Massive tree-planting activity is going on at Kampala, the largest city in Uganda and while in Bolivia, they're installing solar stoves for enormous carbon neutral picnic.

What have you got in mind for our Mother? =)
Thought of car-pooling?

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I don't remember when was the last time I've been working out so very vigorously and sweat to my heart's content. Could be when I stood in the volleyball court one last time playing my last high school match, who knows. That was one inspiriting feeling I've had had. Thankfully.

Recently, for the past 2 Saturdays, I joined my brother and his friends for badminton sessions in the evening and I think it brought my spirit back. I'm feeling much younger already and trust me, when I put in everything for the game, I sensed all satisfaction like before. So reviving haha. Gonna go for more rounds of it, I promise.

I remember how I used to be so in love with my sport that I've never had problems with my diet lolx. I guess... it doesn't hurt to start all over again, does it?

Guess what, just this morning, my brother dragged me for a facial treatment for free... they're free for a reason, don't bother asking. That was my virgin-time to have my blackheads picked and GRAH it hurts so much!!! ... so much so that my eyes ended up so teary... haha really.

what a day huh...~.~

Slack of the remaining days.

2010-10-08T14:13:00.006+08:00

Nobody does it better than Sang Woo!!!

He's just too good. =)

It's crazy.

After working for some time, I'm just so stuck with dramas and War3 Tower Defense. I could watch all day, play all day, so much so that I can feel that my lappie is so sick of me. Not that I have anything better to do anyway. If in case anyone of you are interested, catch this drama. Its good. =)

Cruel Love/Bad Love

Weekend is always so near, yet they pass so quickly. I've been wanting to go swimming and I still remain wanting but not doing it. It's just not happening. If only someone could drag me and hurl me into the pool~ ! ah...wonder if uncle could get me a free swim at the pool in Renaissance Hotel. hak hak *_*

...neh...it's so warm in Malacca, no?

..I'll be going back to KL soon enough.

*sigh* its so contradicting.

I have this mixed feelings inside of me. Somehow I just sensed disaster coming closer. Oh god, it's probably a little too much for me this time? What a tribulation. You really need to see whats coming...!

O'boy, looking at it just reminded me that I need to prepare for the worst. It wasn't the quantity of subjects that worries me - it's the number of assignments that I'm feeling troubled with.

Not to mention we do already have a bigger project to handle at hand.

*sigh* here we go again, my friends. Just how should I begin with?

We'll all need to push off the limits this time round. Less to complain and more to focus on. What is life anyway. There weren't many options for us to start with and that is how we all ended flowing with the rest. All then that is left for us to do is to make a difference out of the things that we do best. Hence at the end of the day, when the right time comes, we'll all deem to be the Masters of our own trades.

It is not necessary to dream big, you know what I mean?

What I think is important is to seek what you really love to do and that you are willing to do it for as long as your heart beats. Yea, thats what Passion is all about.

Have you found yours?

愛は参照鋸ベンチのようなものです

Fun-crapping

2010-10-07T08:59:00.003+08:00

Speaking of the 18th floor underneath our feet, there are really more to it, doesn't it?

So, there's actually this 19th floor way bottom and it has a suite. I booked it. Its mine. My brother will be occupying the one on the next floor though. I'm calling to book another one for a friend. We're all in for the spa, which we believe is gonna be awesome - its like a hotspring down there.

The Reaper is up to arrange them for us.

When do we check in, neh?

do they have AHM down there? - automatic h machine -

Yea you're right, we shouldn't barge in through the front door, the floor, to the lobby. The residents will be upset.

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That was quite a conversation, we set it up like its some sort 5 stars residence... and a pretty crowded one.

The problem is - How do we get there?

and the twist here was... before you're eligible to enter the lobby and your name is opted for PLKN, you're going up instead. Who knows when your camp ends. Nobody cares too. After all it's cramp down there. Just pray that you get lucky.

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Of course, the whole thing leads to no where, and yet it's refreshing. After the harsh revelation of the results, it's always good to crap alot. Actually, I'm not sure if I should be satisfied already with what I earned?

One way or another, we're reaping what we've sowed. Allow me to *c~u~r~s~e you RESM* HaHa. Trust me, I'll never get over it even if it were to damage my image so much to just curse it. I don't understand and probably never will.

hence, there was this proposal.

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you see, I was inspired because of video shared on FB.

we could really work it out together. We'll get the lecturer's name list, their cars and the college's building plan as well. The next thing that's gonna happen is - we'll call the demolition company. P-a-y-b-a-c-k~ Time!

I'm proposing to use the wrecking-ball method for the demolition. Explosion will be way too instant. A rammer wouldn't be so bad either. What do you say?

FYP project?

pfft....

Great times

2010-10-03T21:44:00.010+08:00

有时候，做人就别太固执了。

不是你的，你把他留下来，他也不属于你的。

I decided to switch back to my old layout because I still prefer this over the previous one. Nevermind that, I'm probably a little bit too slack.

It's been few long days since my last post, and as usual, I'd look back at my older posts. I personally like blog-hopping very much and my very own archives are no exceptions. I'm amused actually at how certain bloggers can really express themselves so well and able whiz off a post that turned out to be like a magnificent piece of music sheet... and when I say that, I didn't mean bloggers with good command of English, its just that they know exactly what they wanted to convey. I wonder what e-journal really mean to me.

...I had too many redundant posts...

but right deep within each of them, I knew I had something that I wanted to share.

They just didn't turn out well with words, uh...

Anyway...

I think I just had the best weekend ever last week!! I don't even know where to start with lolx. But to put it simply, I appreciate the get-together session very much and of course the RM150 that I earned within 20mins. =D how lucky~! Things like these don't come so frequently do they?

I'm so looking forward to the start of the new Semester. This absurdly long holiday is like a living hell to me. Oh, it wasn't that bad actually... but nothing smells better than Final Year I guess? Nyahaha. Neh, I'll be so screwed this time.

I'm finally a 3rd year!!

** 如果让你遇见一个心情很不好的人，你会如何安慰人家呢？**

我：你这这幅死人样。。。不要再让我看到你啦！！！

[just joking...]

Little thoughts

2010-09-27T10:03:00.005+08:00

I'm always fascinated at how the music box could hold my attention for so long. They're so captivating and yet nothing beautiful last forever.

...and yet exudes the elegance of the music that plays

as the ballerina stand twirling,

...and maybe it's been wanting to say something to me.

I've been such faithful listener...

to the pieces that held significant interpretation.

As I stare down at it, I only wished it never gets dimmer.

When time gets tougher at many points of life, it's just a matter of how we learn to look at it...and just maybe, somehow, some little things you see along the way, will shine you the way, making you see things at a whole new angle you never knew existed.

If Never is such pain. Take the [N - End] away.
You'll get to see what everlasting happiness is.

Everybody deserve to see the most beautiful thing in life,
because they never last.

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Happy 21st Birthday to Darling SiuHui Sista!

I'm not good with words but I wished more good things be brought upon your future.

Twenty one years of living never come easy, but we've learn much along...

and see how good little things has been part of this real great adventures.

May you have a blessed Birthday and cheERS to the FUTURE!

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Mum's birthday was just 2 days ago...

age is just numbers ... but she's grown to be a real perfect woman in my life.

Sometimes, I'd only hope she'll care more for herself and less for her children.

This woman of substance has been the best companion for her 3 kids,

and she knows it well that we all love her.

Happy Birthday Mum!!

Smile

2010-09-22T21:50:00.005+08:00

@KL.

Goodness me.

The weather here is so much cooler and nicer than weather back home.

I barely needed water heater back there because it was freaking warm in Malacca and while on the contrary, my room that I'm sitting in right now... its really comfortable! I guess it's going to be a goodnight sleep tonight...~

Nothing really changes here after a month+ ... except, the thick dust in here that needed serious cleaning. bleaaah..~ It's really a pain in the ass to have to do all these chores especially when there are hi and lo places that needed to be cleaned as well.

But I need a clean and tidy room to live in after all.

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Much Luck and Congratulations to my beloved J-rock Band -- the Gazette.

Today is the official release date of their new SINGLES -- └RED┐

*New Look* Gorgeous as Always - very Glam looking!! Their PV was roof-hitting AWESOME too! *Love*

and this is (could be) the GaGa-inspired cover for their new Singles- Red

The Gazettes have been pushing themselves off the limits this time. With all the zealous effort the members poured in relentlessly, the band has really picked up tremendously and made it big this time

Coming up is their Final Singles of the year - └PLEDGE┐@ December '10

I'm definitely looking forward to it very much!

Needless to say, there'll be inland tour in Japan subsequent to their previous NLSG standing tour concert. =) *supports*

ぼくはあなたのハードワークに感謝！

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Cherish the good health that you possess.

Because you'll never know when you start losing them.

I always believe the ultimate way to love your body is through Music.

I used to wonder why organs are called organs.

Now I know, its because they loved Music.

Yes, they do.

Healthy healthy~

Email

2010-09-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

美代子さん

you always made me ended smiling reading your beautiful email.

Thanks.

What are sisters for anyway.

体に気をつけて、いつも元気で居て下さい...

Good Night

2010-09-16T22:01:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Malaysia~!!

Hmm, I don't exactly know what happened 53 years ago (like in real detail), I don't even like History to begin with. However, I do know its a public holiday today! So cheerS!! =D

Anyway, today is no different from other days since my holiday started one and a half months back. Yep... the pulse line is stagnant...

...except that, I had great times playing with my twin-nephews today. They're Bryan and Ryan. It's been a while since my last visit and they've grown so much. The babies are so adorable I wished they'd stay the same forever!

Since Mum's free from work today, we brought Grandma along to the twin's place as well - and oh She's like the happiest woman on earth carrying her great grandchildren! That was beautiful aha...

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今天终于有机会逛夜市了。

虽然很从冲忙，但是感觉很温心 - 就好像回到自己很熟悉的地方一样。

我希望自己能常常回到外婆家，陪她一起逛夜市！

ha....

あなたが元気にやっている願っています.

私は、私は今まで私はいつかあなたは私と同じ方法を参照してくださいことを願って表現することができますあなたを友達として大切に.

There're always alot to learn each day.

If you missed yesterday's lesson, let's start today.

- I love you -

Selfish Love

2010-09-13T15:33:00.003+08:00

********** Fool's Mate, Arena 37°, ShoXX, Neo Genesis **********

There seem to be a rapid growth of Miyavizm over at Australia. RAWR

Lots and lots of love eh ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

*bow*

This was his one-man band!

This isn't new but still as brilliant.

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I realized that I differ from many of pals, in various ways. It's not like I have one thing in particular that I hate to be different from others but there's something to learn from this - that is people always flock to the preponderance of numbers.

Sometimes, you just need be brave to step out and be who you really are.

Time is flying, my dear.

...hence, no more to lament...

He who trims himself to suit everyone

will soon whittle himself away.

- Raymond Hull-

Dare to bloom your very own brand of Flower.

Which is why its rare.

Miyavi [Selfish Love lyric extract]:

Selfish love
Love me, cause I love you
This is my way of love.

I will for me, you will for you*
And I'll be me, and you be you.

Cheers to egoistic us.

I feel numb on my shoulder.

Must be my sleeping posture.

Bless me....

********** Fool's Mate, Arena 37°, ShoXX, Neo Genesis **********

The Night

2010-09-12T00:18:00.002+08:00

The best pair is our there glowing ever so brightly tonight.

The brightest star with the crescent, a spectacular scene - so far yet so near.

It was short and brief...at least bonding happened tonight.

There shall be more to come.

Tiresome... nonetheless so very happy.

Hippie!!~

Can't wait no more for Tuesday.

Towards the sky!

2010-09-09T15:50:00.004+08:00

What great feelings.

It's always so emotional listening to the Gazette.

Such an unutterable beautiful song - Red.

Not to mention, they DO match with the Gorgeous attire/suit they're wearing like always - so Glamrock. That's one love for them!

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...today, I should deserve a good pat on my shoulder. Why?because of a job well done~ =)

Not too shabby huh, I wished there could be this rush in me again when I'm dealing with college work though. HA.

Looking out of this floor-to-ceiling window did really make me feel so tiny. The traffic out here is mildly smooth, despite the approaching Raya. Now it makes me wonder how would it be like in KL at the moment. Its sad knowing that my friends will not make it here anymore because of their tight work schedule.

Looking at the bright side, I'm going back there real soon, ain't I?

I missed the bookfest

I missed Matta Fair

I missed many many yamcha/hangout sessions.

haha so many discontentments when I'm at the best comfort back home.

We never learn, but that's how life goes about.

Wanting more and never will have enough!

My love for Cappucino Cheese is thi |----------------------------------------------------------| s much....teehee. A little slake to my craving.

Who doesn't love music...too?

Months to go

2010-09-06T20:57:00.004+08:00

...suffering from severe pms cramp today. It's terrible~

...but for dinner today, we had mummy's fishball soup!

what a relief...SERIOUSLY~ thanks mii ~

I was stucked with twitter the whole morning and afternoon just to read tweets from Ruki. Imagine, within 20mins he had 2thou + ppl following him... like each time I refreshed his twitter page, the numbers jump (lolx).

It's good to see him recovering fast from his edema sickness, we've missed his voice! Emily talked to me alot about another fella in the band - Kaiくん. Basically, we're guessing that he's a computer illiterate hence his adamant absence from the cyworld, at least for now we have yet to discover him here. We're waiting to be surprised, Kaiくん!!

On the other hand, these two Gazeboys can really tweet relentlessly, damn. It's so much fun following them!

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So, in between the times catching up with tweets, I've been hunting for past year thesis/researches, hoping to trigger my inspiration for my report. There're alot out there of different levels and ultra numbers of topics, but unfortunately I didn't gain much from the "harvesting", particularly to start of a relevant topic.

I'm thinking of the currency rates. Am I able to take them on?

May need alot of thinkings and hopefully by tomorrow ideas come rushing to me.

Yesterday as I was reading TheStar newspapers as usual and flipping through the Classified-Job section, it hit me real hard that very quickly in a few months time, I will go through the same section of the newspaper again, then, looking for a job for real. I wonder what can become of me... Out of the many job vacancies that I scanned stated a common criterion where they're expecting the applicants to have several years of experience in a particular field in their working background. Then, wouldn't that alone have reduced my chances of getting hired?

This is starting to get depressed eh...

One way or another, I'd better well graduate from college with a good looking sheet of cert first. Else, I can never dream of getting a decent job, let alone jobs with reasonable pay.

2011 shall be an honourable year, yes?

uhmm~

瞞し

2010-09-03T09:45:00.005+08:00

So I was informed, Facebook no longer import feeds from blogger anymore.
That's a pity though, but I guess that just leave my blog even more isolated.

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For the passed few days, I've been thinking. You see, as the final year commences, things will get really tense and one of the few which I'm worried about would be my FYP - probably what I call the ticket to complete the highest point of my education thus far. A 9-month duration is probably a breeze dispatch to accomplish project of quality, at least for me.

...and to save the cold sweat to myself, what I'll need to do is to set in train my proposal. But whether or not I'm able to come up with one before I return to college is another question.
めんどくせぇ!!

In need of few tablespoons of inspirations and probably pinches of motivation.
Have you got what I need?

Raya is approaching, not that it matters anyway.

I already hit my 21st year of living this year and so I was contemplating. What is it you may ask? I was hoping buy a gift for myself, something that just doesn't come cheap.... but I am so unsure if I really should have it... although liking it is another thing.

I wished someone's here to tell me exactly what is it that I should do.
どうしよ？！！

Someone with a conscious state of mind, please tell me.

Its been awhile

2010-09-01T19:59:00.004+08:00

Hi n Lo...

I can't express my sudden enthusiasm to continue writing here. I probably just have nothing better to do. This could just be the best mean of stress reliever. aha...

Well the godforsaken break started exactly month ago and I guess it went by in a blink of an eye. I didn't think I have done much - basically, I was the driver, maid, employee and good for nothing loafer most of the time. Of course, I guess the best time to have lots of fun within my uber long break will be in the month of September, yes this very month! There are just too many things to look forward to.

On the contrary huh, I've been missing college.
Don't judge me yet!
I mean, well... afterall I've spent like 2-3 years there hugging my notes sleeping in classes, right?
It is sane.

Mid Autumn its fast approaching, and you have no idea how many tooth-some pieces of mooncakes that I've chunk down, omfg ahhaa!! Until now, enough is enough~~

Things have been a little out of order recently, perhaps its time to get spick and span.
Tak boleh TAHAN~..
RAWR....

Peace everyone.

Photo-flood

2010-05-17T20:42:00.014+08:00

Finally I've got some time off to blog my ass off.
Somehow I didn't want to abandon my blog for way too long you see.

Yes, this post will be flooded with pictures taken, mainly from the Broga Hill hike outing. Oh well, the morning hike did all the extreme spirit-stir. So refreshing and utmost exhilarating! It has been quite some time since I last gone through such backbreaking activity. HAHAHA.Seriously, I feel my age has taken it's toll on me. I lost my stamina and endurance.

In short, the whole trip was pure fun!

and the long-awaited "egg-yolk".....=D

And of course going uphill and down aren't any easy task, but we all made it ^_^. Do anticipate more tonnes of pictures from Facebook any time soon by Shaun, but till then enjoy the rest here!

and oh, just so you know, WE entered a Mansion. ^0^!!

~THE END~

I took quite some time there to upload them here. So I shall stop here gaaah! Night!

I can do this.

2010-05-08T20:26:00.002+08:00

Wuah, its a warm day back at Malacca...ish...

Basically, my one week break had just started and I'm starting to feel so laden, with nothing else but that loads of works. The trick this time is - I'm getting pumped to concentrate better and not fluster half way through my work. aHa

Though besides that, I do have other plans for holiday like a normal being... yes a little spices to add on to life ^^.

First I am going to the gym/jog on an irregular basis within this week, depending on the availability of transports and friends. Then, there'll be a mini shopping-spree and karaoke session, I supposed, if nothing comes in between. Nonetheless the Broga Hill outing, not to be missed. =)

Look, I'll need more time than what I have to commit in my work.
Maybe my friend is right - Just imagine that you have 30 hours per day to spend, just imagine~

on top of that... I have food that I need to sink my teeth into.
okay, lets get things straighten because I do have fetish towards mushrooms (GOOD LORD, ESPECIALLY ENOKI MUSHROOMIES~!!!!) and beans whatnot.
What bean you ask?
Just like the colours on the traffic lights, red yellow and green beans.
oh VOILA!... soya beans too.

...so lets get a little off-track.

You know what?
I am not trying to get cheesy here but the fact is, I feel that I'm not doing enough for myself despite having so many pillars standing by me. My family have been the anchor ever since I started on a life-long voyage, while my friends are just like the faithful crew members oboard which more often than not, I depended on them.

My friends...
they are the greatest gifts that I ever had and being 21 this year is just by mere the counts of numbers where having that many fine people around me is by going through all ups and downs that came through those donkey numbers.
...yes I call them my donkey friends...

So the point is, I'm about to dedicate my successful future to all of them.
AHAHAHAHAHA...
what a stand. hihi...

You'll see that I am capable of it *wink*

oh yes, SUSHI Mr WL ....remember~
Ciaoz.

has bomu forgotten our discussion time??
aiyaya...

Road to Victory

2010-04-29T20:18:00.007+08:00

.....

「喪失」に流す涙は
My tears that fell for my loss

耐えてた苦しみにも流れる
Will also flow when I endure this agony.

誰もが見殺すかのよう
Just like everyone else who deserted you,

目蓋を閉じる
I close my eyelids.

2006 Standing Tour Nameless Liberty Six Guns Limited Edition [First Press]
where are you?

I had hard time sleeping the night before. (Rolling on my bed some more)
Something was wrong with my stomach, no idea what is.
May be she was right, I need to go "da zam!" ~.~

ルキ: There is no barrier between us. =)

Enjoy this song by YUI!

(This video is rare at the moment since its really new. MUST WATCH!)

If you're feeling familiar with the song...
You should be wondering if you have watched Kaiji.

Check it out!
Love it!

The Diamond

2010-04-24T23:56:00.005+08:00

YaPPa!

I just got an email sent to a special friend in Japan. She's been a great e-pal and regretfully I had kept her waiting for the reply for about 4 months or so and decided to do it just then. Missed her lots (^^). We very much promised to exchange little gifts on our respective birthdays but somehow I failed to do so on her birthday last March (for some reason, I couldn't), so I basically did also apologize to her as part of the lengthy mail that I've just sent. ごめんなさい ~

She really does remind me alot of my love one and as usual, my letter will be translated and sent by her to him. Sometimes, love IS the third language ( lingua franca) between 2 individuals, because it doesn't matter how different our mother tongues are, miraculously, the signals just go through! I'm so glad we're still so near at heart, despite watching from far. Never have I been this blissful. Okay, I know nobody would give a damn.

我々はただの友達に運命づけられた場合でも、私は全然気にしない.何が最も重要なのはあなたが歌う見ることができることです.あなたがいなくて寂しい.あなたは私が今まで知っている最も明るい星です.がんばって！

That must be hilarious, no? (-_-)

Well, when I get withdrawn, pieces and pieces of pictures came into my head and I start going off about things that are unlikely to occur ever in my lifetime -__- Okay, its like sometimes what I used to tell my friends - I fantasize alot, but mind you all - it's totally not daydreaming. I remember most of the time getting real emo and how I'd hug my knees and keenly distressing to my feelings and it all leads to poignant anxiety, really. Sometimes, I wished imaginary friends were for real. HA.

By all odds, I don't look like temperamental psycho kid, do I? At least I know that's not even one thing close to my own nature. It could be of something more scientifically related illness I reckon, such as the hormone imbalance symptoms. Don't ask me, google it dang. There should be some kind of relation to it. To be even typing all these shitz out at this ungodly hour has evidently shown the break out of the disease ( or whatever it may be).

Life is too real, too brief, too concrete like I once said before.
Even Fluffy is feeling all crestfallen ahah!

Oh now I feel so wimpy.

Anyways, having so much unhappy encounterments sometimes does contribute to these symptoms... and unknowingly, it makes me realize how important he is to me because he kept me breathing all these while when I break down and cry at times. Thanks Dad. He simply possesses that super power and I don't know why. =)

I'm getting drowsy now.

(Not a word in the letter can prove that true feelings I have for you, because its real)
人生は短い場合, 私はあなたにそれを捧げる

Stupidity

2010-04-23T20:53:00.010+08:00

I just got back home (Malacca)... and Fluffy is all moody again.
Poor hammie, and he didn't want to get his picture taken at all.
Hopefully my brother can make him feel better tonight.

Also, I just got my set of photostated books (3) today. Which is very very bulky!! I'm wondering how am I supposed to bring them back by Sunday. Oh boy. I might just bring one back at a time or if not there's a possibility that I may just faint on the way back to my apartment, which is not going to happen.

RM115 to have all 3 thick books photostated. Wadda...
At least I saved half from what I could have spent on those 3.

You know... I got too bored with the entire assignment thingy so I decided to make use of my sticky notes for abit.

So...

oh well... I decided to save some more for my "to-be-found" artistic skill la.. ~___~''
I have some other colours one that I really like too ( so decided not to waste la haha).

Surprisingly, many of us look astonishingly different today @ college and somehow just did startled the others a little. HAHAHA. Too bad Mr tick have yet to have the picture sent over. Its just basically me with eyeliners on (and Sandra with her exceptionally blingy top), like for the very first time to college! Well yea I wanted to try on something different... that's all.

...but I thought I didn't look really good on those, not that it makes much of a difference anyway. So, I still prefer my original double eyelids. x)

On the bus

" I guess not "
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and what the hell, I watched KAIJI and I'd rate it 5/10. Reasons? It's a little too draggy here and there plus overall its just doesn't have a good plotting. and wth? Kenichi was on there for few minutes and then BAM plunged to death the next minute, that WAS damn disappointing! I thought he started to look really good in there, lolx. EVERYTHING was just over-acted then.

What to do - its a story depicted from a Manga.
Thank god I went alone. ^_^

So anyway... that's like some of my narcissism and a little of what I thought of the movie I had so much hope on. =__=

Sweat ON~
Good night ^^

Tokio Hotel (20/04/2010)

2010-04-20T22:15:00.006+08:00

According to my personal calendar...
There would be many upcoming birthday events in May and just when I thought I felt a bulge on my purse... wada!! Why does it seem like my wealth is put to a limit as though a curse has befallen me. Such dark curse, GOD what have I done wrong!!

...this evidently shown that there are "blood"-suckers on the loose for the month!!
POOR PURSE LA!

So...the kick-ash BRAWL to start off the month???

No Lady Gaga, the one that stings (for once)...

and boy no Justin Bieber for godsake.

Look, remember the pop-rock band who took home the Best New Artist accolade in 2008 ( being known for its eclectic and versatility and cool vocals! ) and has a frontman who isn't too ditty of his flamboyance? ... and for all you know, they're German!

den den deng~~~

Hey, its TOKIO Hotel!
*staring at the anime-esque big-hair dude*
You just gotta love him- Bill Kaulitz! =]

They're the emo punks, with personality.

They are coming ... they ARE COMING (despite all odds) and I'm pretty sure they're prepared to put on some real stunning performances on the stage for their Malaysian fans =) as we celebrate the annual labours' day. For some reason, it got me pumped-up. In fact I just got to know about this dazzling band not too long ago.

I would have been really ecstatic if it were The Gazette who're coming (being such a Gazette-fiend myself) but then how many western rock bands were there before that had set to perform in this what I'd call an Islamic-orthodox country la. Of course Gazette would have been too much then.....

Anyway, here's something to share 'bout them.

//CHORUS//

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you

It's automatic,
Counting cars on a crossroad
They come and go like you
It's automatic,
Watching faces I don't know
Erase the face of you //////

Aint it good? ^_^

The thing is, if you're listening to music, you have got to fall for it firsthand. That's how I interpret them.

.....

ah, I'm actually at the downturn point right now in the mood.
It happens once in awhile and its totally normal as it seems.
Really, human emotions are uncanny.

Sometimes I just cant express myself decently enough or in other words, I'm beyond some emotional response. Get it?? Great... ( get what I meant? If you can't, that's what I mean.) =.=

Just to announce before-hand...there'll be more great happenings coming up in JULY. I seriously don't mean my birthday. Something else, you see... =] I'll be posting on them as they all come along. OHohoOHO.

have a great NIGHT!

14/04/2010

2010-04-14T08:27:00.001+08:00

It's another new week...
I've been working hard over last weekend. kudos!
We hit the target of our last day of working... its not easy I'm telling you! Everyone was frantically pushing the sales and probably for once, I find children super annoying... and rude! They treat you like idiot distributing samples and they grab bundles of our samples without asking and stomped through me and shoulder everybody like nobody's business!

Plus plus they refer me as "Oi / Ei / Auntie!" with no courtesy.
Mind your manners kiddos!
I am never going to put up with that !

I can only conclude that this is one hell of a working experience.
But I'm bound to accept more of such part-time job to occupy my free weekends wisely + earn some bucks as extra pocket money for myself ^0^. I thought that's something that I am capable of doing before I scale back my hour for the incourse works.

Yes yes, speaking of assignments, they are coming and just so you know, they are mad crazy! Heavy workloads, extremely tedious and insane criterias. Not to mention that the lecturers have really high expectation of us as well. In just the 3 months - 6 freaking assignments - few with presentations. I guess my coming days aren't so bright no more eh.
and my FYP will be shit TENSE!
argh!! I need my dose I need my dose ~

However, I find my current timetable rather appropriate for me to have more commitment towards my incourse. Although Tuesday is still very much a killer-day. So what I'll do is basically take a deep breath every Tuesday morning and run through the day as any other day, except, with much reluctance. ^0^ I can't afford to miss anything important within this time frame, therefore, I will start my works with the right momentum and as far as possible try my best to maintain them.

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(monologue)
What happen when there's group assignment?
-I was put into a very tough position.-

and WHY is that?
-because I'm too good-hearted-

wt*=.= So what happened?
-I'm stucked la. I have no power over who to pick from and absolutely no right to do changes.-

So?
-so... I'll see dark clouds everyday, certain evil eyes shining at places and never sweet dream in the sleep.-

What should you do then?
-Hand the responsibilities to my assistant CEO.-

At my level, at times, its inevitable that conflicts and politics are happening. To me, I choose be 90% neutral is not 100%, or in short, just basically be a good listener and prevent the mouth from speaking too much of unnecessary buzz. What can I say? This is pure life!

Anyway, its Wednesday today and yes I'll be off back home by tomorrow with a cousin.
I need the comfort...
I miss my parents...
I miss my grandma...
and nonetheless my siblings...

After having conversations with TST, she seemed to be in despair over some family matter. I wished I could have done something, but oh well this is totally out of my control. So I let her pour out everything and make her feel better.

You see, it's important to always have contact among family members to make sure the message/feelings conveyed is well receive.

Aight..2 more hours to go before its time to leave home.
It's a mad morning today. -Bustling-

Remember to have an umbrella with you everyday!
It rained almost everyday recently.

A Fully Occupied Week ;)

2010-04-09T23:29:00.004+08:00

Hay Low!

I'm sorry for the late post, but I'm pretty tight with my schedule recently. You must be wondering why. So...

In the weekdays (Mon-Wed), besides the fairly-packed timetable at college, I'll also need to manage my Zoo, Farm and Hotel (if you know what I mean and its pretty obvious that I'm addicted). Thurs is my spring-cleaning day of course and what I do is basically featherdust, wipe, sweep, mop and watch my room sparkle at the end of the day...^^ and finally Fri, Sat and Sun, you'll find me promoting Breathe Right Kids at PWTC for an average of 8 hours+ each day.

So there goes a WEEK.

Well, the week started fine until Friday comes lolx.

Because my feet are hurting me to shiz... but hardwork comes with good pay =)

*crank* b-but....look, today is my first day working and I had real hard time there already and tomorrow is a Saturday to come, spare me!

Can't wait for Sunday though, becoz my greatest cousin will be having dinner with me!

I told him I might be alittle late for dinner (just in case I need to put up with the touch ups or any last words from the supervisors) and he said its fine and he'll still wait for me to savour our steamed FISH together!!! African Steamed Fish wor... love it to bits!****

HaHaHa....and I wanna balik Kampung NEXT weekend!! Gonna plan ahead!

I guess more good things are coming except that I still have some tutorial works to do.

oh Great, I don't even know where I should start from.

*tired*

I'll see ya!

I am who I am

2010-04-02T22:01:00.003+08:00

There was this somebody who talked to me about my past, very surprisingly. It came to me that I've totally forgotten them but I definitely never expected that coming like a gun shot. A whole lot of flashbacks were flickering through my head and I ...

"....old times...."

There were mistakes which cannot be mended. Wrongs that can never be corrected. I may not be given the chance to relive my life but as far as I know, I am here, still breathing - for a purpose.

我也许一辈子也不会知道我真正生存的意义是什么，但至少我了解这世界上的每一个人都很努力的在活着。

It felt tinges of sadness recalling the turbulence of past but its good to refresh and pick up what is lost.

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Waaa...I can't be any more grateful that I finally got a job to spend my weekend. *thank u bomu* At least besides rushing home to hometown, I've got more productive stuff to do! Not too shabby... for a loafer like me.

I'm starting to get pumped weeee~!

This semester comes along with loads of presentations stuff to do, don't know if its actually a good thing, but ohhh well. One way or the other, it works as a good driver for students for the start, at least that's what I think.

An hour back... I had satay celup.
*gRin*

-huei huei ?-
wt_!
don't make me do it
>.<

What really matters

2010-03-29T20:26:00.003+08:00

(...in the midst of squeezing her brain juice but couldn't take it no longer...)

Well, I was thinking to spare myself some minutes before getting back on track to where I was. Staying focus is ridiculously intolerable, could be impossible too (especially that I compel myself to read articles from the laptop screen for the past 45minutes). Now, putting my mind&soul in this isn't an issue, but knowing that the articles that I've read are irrelevant IS!

Anyway, during the first lecture early in the morning, I was barely able to stay awake but still pulled it through that freaking one-hour long torture to the end. The lecturer was great but I think I might have been too hyped the day before, which is why I had a really late night. [cause + effect, you see] Plus plus plus, I've been traveling the whole day! bus-lrt-walk... *worn-out* So now, to do myself a favour this time, I'll have to turn in for an early night after my tutorial has been completed.

# Oh... who do I need to send my work to?#

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I wonder if people cherish relationships they have with the others regardless of societal statuses, race, beliefs or even educational levels. The bond between 2 or more individuals are very subjected to changes, nonetheless resulting much insecurity among them. Relationship does not form a cycle, it has an introduction followed by ups and downs but definitely does not come to an end. Rome was not built in a day, however, demolishing can. What I've been wanting to put on here is that I don't see the need to shatter the chemistry between people (just so of some rumours/misunderstandings/conflicts that may occur) after months or even years of getting to know each other, is there?

Reconcile, people. It is a mental torture to hate and to hold grudges and worst to pretend like you've never had a friend. I've seen much, experienced some, hence I'm aware and I'm sharing.

Different people have different views and thoughts and chances of disputes are high but always give it a chance, because you'll never know what comes after that unless respect and love come in to play. Life is full of surprises.

No offense!

So, I've been tweet-ing alot these days and am starting to get really addicted to it. GRAAH!! It's not so pointless at all. In case anyone of you signed up for one, remember to follow me and I'll do the same in return!

¿ʎɐs noʎ op ʇɐɥʍ ¡ooʇ unɟ ǝq uɐɔ uʍop ǝpısdn ƃuı-ʇǝǝʍʇ ǝqʎɐɯ
dx ˙suıɐɹq uɐɯnɥ ɥsɐɹɔ ʇsnɾ ʇɥƃıɯ ı 'ǝqʎɐɯ uıƃƃoןq ʇou
¡ǝʌıʇɔıppɐ

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I stumbled upon a really interesting video just now as I was looking through at LipXin's Profile.

Watch IT for the sake of entertainment. =D ~

and...wt* I took more than 15 mins just to blog. CRAPPY line as always.

OYASUMI !! have a great day ahead.
Gotta go back on track, remember? ^^

What is our TNB thinking?

2010-03-26T00:22:00.009+08:00

NOTE**: The news from the source below appears to be a written PARODY! There's no visible evidence found on NST otherwise other local news channel that attested the genuinity. Whoever the evildoer is... I feel sorry for you. So CHeer, TNB isn't so evil after all =)

~~WHAT CAN NOT BE MORE IMPORTANT THAT YOUR FILTHY MONEY!~~

APOLOGY!
APOLOGY!!
APOLOGY!!!

[Image has been removed]

(Please disregard the following...)
I feel that people like you, who at the very least do care about our Mother Earth, spare some minutes, enlarge the above image and READ. The fact is I'm not trying to be unpleasant here but I couldn't stop myself from manifesting my dismay to this piece of news. Here I am, pening my five cents worth of thought in opposing their inconsiderate action.

This, somehow, shouldn't be very surprising for Malaysians, with our government current state, they could be hiding something fishy up their sleeves and up for more disbeliefments. Now, for GOD SAKE - this is A GLOBAL AWARENESS CAMPAIGN and even if this energy supplier couldn't be more friendly to foster the event, they shouldn't even have resorted to sueing the authority. I'm feeling pretty ashamed that this is even happening.

Hmph, I'm sure that I'm speaking clearly for myself, hence now my dear blog-readers, show your concern to the world and to this very matter. Return me some feedbacks.

Shall be very much appreciated.

-NIGHT-

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#UPDATED# AS OF 26th MARCH @ 11.25AM

Source of NEWS:CLICK

Great STUFF

2010-03-22T19:42:00.010+08:00

OOOOooooooouuUhH..
I mad love MAMAK!!
The aneh really cooks well I guess.

also... for some reason, I'm back in love with Maggie

Nyom nyom nyom...~

Somehow I feel stalking mamak helps alot in saving money ( at least I dont stalk some 5 stars restaurants ) and I can stay as long as I like. kehehehe... Don't get me wrong, I dont really order Maggie that much - its really unhealthy if taken over a period- I just drink and chit-chat away most of the time.

It has been some time I last blasted my blog with great song eh?

But well, I am kind enough to my readers, whoever that shall be, because I am well aware that some have total dislike for my fav Jrock band.

Therefore, I've customized the player itself as such that it won't play unless clicked. So, feel free to play it however you like. I dont tolerate any form of criticisms though ^^;;

Today has been a really bad day. You know why?
I lost my mechanical pencil - a very very old purplish shaker-

It has been with me for at least 7 years I believe!

Never knew something like this could happen

So if anyone of you found something like I've described, kindly return it to me.
Even though I know its barely possible... damn...

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So I see that many of my friends knew I've been to Putrajaya for the Hot Air Balloon Fiesta. Probably thanks to the power of publicity from Facebook. So I thought I could do some photo-filtering and update my blog with a few of them.

Unfortunately, this stupidok Blogger doesn't seem to upload my pictures properly and hence, I am resorted to Photobucket.

Oh this Darth Vader took the limelight at the moment it took off. I mean seriously, come on, who the hell would expect this big headed fella would come out of nowhere other than from the movie StarWARS!

Sorry if its a little too eyesoring, too big or whatsoever thingy=.=..... These few for-godsaken photos took me real~ly long to upload, and I'm sick trying to edit any more further. Well, help yourselves with the pictures and comment about them ^^

Yes, I didn't get to go on any one of them...
Reason? The people there are sickos. When I said Sickos I really mean IT. Look, I think 300 of them actually camped out at the site a day before and which is why SOME TIME BEFORE 6AM the tickets were all SOLD OUT.

I didn't mean to be really harsh here, but I was so frantically looking-forward to go on it.
That was pretty disappointing but however, being there is just so fun and so breath-taking as well. ~cool~

We'll see till coming 3rd Hot Air Balloon Fiesta.
I'll DEFINITELY camp there =___=!!!!!
Freaking tickets!

What do you see in me?

2010-03-19T22:11:00.005+08:00

糟糕了，无缘无故明早要6点钟爬起来！

就为了哪粒日气球。真是的啦~

我能起得来吗？哎哟！

~yippie~

worked for like 4 hours+ today ( I think?)

I still prefer calling to data entry. You have no idea how "BOINK" boring data entry can be. I was stupid enough not have my mp3 on the other time ~.~ geeez and I've got weird people answering my calls =]

pfftt... I wanted so much a better outcome than this.

Guess there's nothing else I can blame upon but myself.

An unworthy person will deserve an unworthy consequence naturally.

Will I be given one more chance? Don't crash my dream.

Sometimes life is way too real too concrete. There are times when we (or rather me) would want take things easy and go slow for abit and times I can be so loosened up that I am lost with things that I started with. It happens now and then and I'm not that surprise at all to how bemused I can be all the time, but as I wake up in the minefield, it's all back to the real world again. Consequently, when time outruns me, I start losing count of my breaths.

... maybe, I'm stil not up there yet, after all I'm still a young adult. A girl with a not-so-sophisticated mind I reckon？

or maybe, these are just all stupid excuses because I'm just too weak and am merely finding faults in stuff when the whole world seems to be against myself. Pathetic.

我无所谓，但是，做人明明就是还可以做得更好。

我也太无所谓了吧？

I want inspiration because I dont want to lose hope.

....

Out of the blue, a friend of mine told me that she's getting married. At her age where she's just 6 months older than me, she must have gone through the same and to think that she has to come to a point to make crucial decisions, it must have caused distraught.

I will always be there for you my friend. =)

With time, you will see that it is very common to see emo posts up on my blog.

Lolx its a blog space, what do you expect!

(Freaking 6AM tomorrow!)

THE HOT AIR BALLOON FIESTA

2010-03-16T23:11:00.007+08:00

Uber exhausted...

with the dopey timetable, I cant help feeling sorry for myself.
I sorted out the group that I am in and fyi I've successfully transferred to group One. I seriously need to be in that group because;
1. It'll be much more convenient for me to take bus home to Malacca. (Fri/Wed)
2. There won't be too long a break on EVERY Monday.
3. I somehow still feel uncomfortable with either group's timetable.....
okay, you know what I mean.

Today's the worst day of my life...I shouldn't have gone to see her.
What harsh and evil words that pierced through me like a sharpened dagger.
Why does it have to be this way, damn papers!
I hope things like this wont happen twice like deja vu..forgive me, I could have done better

I promised not to cry. So, yes nanto ganbatte masu ikimasho!

Anyway, I still find time to help around in the student service department. hak hak... does that make myself sound like an ergophile?... but no I hardly have time to earn enough. Soon, maybe this coming Friday... calling?

RIGHT!
Is there anyone who's willing to date me out, this coming fine weekends?

To the Hot Air Balloon Fiesta of course! @ Putrajaya~
I'm craving to goo...~HELL!!!

I can sense adventure and excitement from this event. I did seriously consider of going. =)
Join me there. Bahahaha......

ON THIS!! I like Eggy!

Hopefully, I'm able to get onboard like 8am for a splendid morning flight...on an egg.
What do you say?

Ahhh~
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Also, on the other hand, I had a great dinner with my dear housemates today
... kangkung, herbal soup, egg, beeeef.... with fresh orange+lemon juice....

gya~ there were some leftovers though. Too much for 3 ladies I guessed.
I'm pretty contented today =) Thankful for the food, for the word and for every deed done to me.

(money money, why wont you stay with me?)

March 15

2010-03-13T21:52:00.005+08:00

MP3 not available anymore.

Class's commencing on the comin Monday and you can bet that I'm smelling anxiety!
Besides, I might be able to earn some bucks too if it all turns out well. Thanks to Lipxin thou for informing me of the opportunity!!

It's going to be a great start!!
I wonder what lies ahead but with the *ucked up timetable, I got pretty worried...really. On top of that the same old arrangement as before appeared. Well, I couldn't and wouldnt want to comment too much on the timetable anyway. It happens all the time. *Disappointed*

However, I'll be looking forward to all the fun and good times at college + this year's PROM, I supposed??! =D

Nevertheless, more Hardwork, more Effort, more Determination. It's like another half a year before my FYP. I can only expect alot more workloads + pressure - Time. Smile huei...just smile...

...and AGAIN, 6 new subjects awaits me.
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and HEYYY Dear ol' Johny Depp is hitting all big screens!!!
What are ya waiting for?? Get your asses there outta here!!

Well, its the Alice in the Wonderland of course!
uhm... my favourite character?
The Mad Hatter of course! =X and nothing but the Mad Hatter~

I like this movie but really, this movie is lacking lots of actions and I was expecting more fantasy-like characters. But I still LIKE IT!! Merit to Depp brother !

...and what a weird but gorgeous White Queen they have there. >0< So, the war between the Poker Cards and the Chess Pawns begins...(lolx)
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Congratulations di di on your fantastic SPM result. *muah*

Movie

2010-03-10T21:09:00.003+08:00

~ oh no... its been postponed...
~ I hope tho that Vincent is alright.
Well, we always have another Friday, don't we?

Its Wednesday today and we went to shop for the whole afternoon. I mean my brother, cousin Evelyn and myself. Early this morning, we visited grandma and decided to bring her out for our morning-shopping at Tesco, after all its been days that we skipped having lunch at her place. We all had fun together somehow. =]

So this late afternoon, we watched "Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief". I'd rate it 4 stars fyi. This movie sure reminds me alot of Warcraft, surprisingly. They have Zeus, Medusa, Centaur and bla (some old Greek nemesis) and oh, Demi-Gods. I fancy how the plot gets stirred along the movie. You know...when the lead (Percy Jackson of course) enters lair by lair and found that he was somehow beguiled in their weird forces and eventually obtained all 3 pearls.

Now now... Poseidon is the Earth-Shaker??! Holy... (if you look up in Wiki) Another hero from Dota. Holie....

I know this movie isn't something new but its still not too late to catch it on the big screen. It sure worth the RM6, for me. Wednesday remember? =]

Today, I made the toughest decision of the year, at least for now. I dont know if it is right or wrong but I made a choice of my own. A choice that may not make a big difference in my life but again, it is a matter of my conscience =___=;; Maan, life is hard isn't it.

If only everything ends in 皆大欢喜. Is this even correct?

Nothing matters now.
I'm really done for today...ahh the bed.

Goodnight.

It has to end soon

2010-03-07T20:03:00.005+08:00

aa~ I just filled up my stomach awhile ago at a nearby foodcourt.
面粉糕噢！

Everything went as smoothly for the week and I can't be more grateful that this. My driving knack improved by far! hoh hoh hoh and my brother is doing well too. Looking at the traffic condition in our area these days, we've really done a great job on the road.

My sem break will soon come to an end, just like that, just like THAT.
How brief, how empty... but I'm glad, I'm glad that I'll soon be back to my normal routine, a more dynamic life than this!! ( aaa! bbQ~ )

说真的，有时候我总觉得我自己的健康不是很好，但却没那个勇气出做检查。我已经少了很多因为健康而别的亲戚，自然的也会犹豫否自己的健康也有问题。妈妈告诉我说我必须要去验血了，我却一天又一天的拖下去。想起来都很烦！真不应该。加上天气一天比一天的差，我该怎么办？

I just had fresh orange juice. Blessed are those with fruit juices every day! =)

Life is but a dream?
ever heard of the rhyme? Its true.

我介绍大家看一部偶像据：下一站，幸福！
小小宾真的很可爱！

Goodnight~ !!

Pictures Update

2010-03-04T19:41:00.007+08:00

Weeeeee~~

It's alot of fun I tell ya!

Have fun browsing the following pictures!

THE END!!!!!

The Genting Event

2010-03-03T21:37:00.006+08:00

So, early Tuesday, I had breakfast at McDonalds and there were 6 of us enjoying our morning teas and burgers, while chatting away for near 2 hours. We're supposed to get on the 10am bus but we head on for the 11am bus since there were no vacant seats for the previous timings.

As the time striked at 10.45, its the start of our 2dayand1night trip to Genting Highlands!

ACTually, I thought it was really a rush, basically everything was!
We didn't have time to revel in the outdoor amusement park and all the amazing gut-wrenching rides. There were 3 of us who actually spent about half an hour just to queue up for the Space Shot ride...hell long! (when we're actually left with 4 hours to play...) However, to sum it up, it wasn't so bad when we're having so much fun together, you know cracking jokes, taunting one another and cam-whore!

After all, we did have fun at the bowling alley after 8pm (I think)...OhohOho, and there was round 2 early next day too! Revenged.......~

Since our room which is basically located at tower 2 is so far away from all fun stuff, we did spend quite an amount time walking back and fro, which is freaking depressing for me you see. It's really time-consuming...

Okay, of course there are pictures to share with, however, it will only be up on Facebook by tomorrow. Everything is in Kai Tick's camera and Chloe's handphone. We'll see then... Afterall, nothing feels like looking at the real thing itself.

We sure have some really dumb, idiotic and whacky pictures. =x
So YEA, let's just wait till tomorrow~!

Here's a few words to my friends;
thanks for organizing this wonderful trip because it pretty much saved me from extreme boredom, like seriously. I did enjoy and I hope all of you did! Please count me in in our next trip to Penang ? I'll be looking forward to it ~

To Moon:
You've made this trip real complete, thanks for everything =) We'll definitely hang out more together yay. Have a good rest before 12th March right!

To Adeline:
We never talked at all surprisingly and now we've become friends. You're a really nice person and its so fun watching you talk and tease others hahah! We'll meet again when new sem starts.

To Chloe:
Hmm, thank you for bringing the junk food. I guess you did enjoy everything we did there! Its good its good, we'll go to the beach if we have the chance or Penang isn't so bad at all wa...?

To Kai Tick:
Poor thing you became nauseous after dinner. Maybe it's a little to "windy" over there at Genting. Next time we know where to bring you, you pro Bowler. Have a good rest till then!

To Wei Lik:
... well, what to say, you're are like the only person I'll never expect to see in Genting. hahah. Oh well, I guess its still more fun with you around, you combless boy. =x Its so happening eh?

YAY....so that shall end today post.
and I hope that there'll be more of us in the next outing.

CheerS!

March I believe

2010-03-01T09:13:00.016+08:00

I'm counting down the time in seconds to return to KL again in awhile more.
So it's the 1st of March already and by the count of another 24 hours I'll be above the clouds, if you know what I mean. heh.

Heading back to KL is so much of a dread - tiring 2 hours ride and throngs of people will be at the bus station, LRT station and so on to make things worse for me. Nevertheless, going back to my apartment at Miharja today means more cleaning to do as well. Greaat... Now, this is what I'd be willing to go through for a night above the cloud =_=;;.. but wee (I'm so emotionally stirred !)

Yep, I'm waiting for my brother to come home from his driving test and when he comes back, we'll head for Tesco to grab some items. You know... cats nowadays are ferocious. They stole my brother's pair of shoes and bit off my slippers into bits and I really have no idea what they're up to next. I guess I'll need a pair of new slippers now. OH, so you know there's this cat that crept into the master bed room of my house (which I dont know when or how) and made a mess in there. Real Mess, and when my mum got in there, she found a "Master Pissed". Freaking cat...I hate them... Somehow, thank God for that night my brother kept Fluffy in his room or else that next thing we'll find is a hamster's carcass lying somewhere in the house.
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SO....
March, yet another Standing Live Tour from the GazettE themed The End of Stillness. Sadly, an exclusive live tour for the Heresy Fanclub Member only, but somehow it may gets on Youtube as usual. =) YEA! Rock On~ Who knows if they'll put on some gigs on their next Garish Room edition. AWWWEE....whoot~

I totally can't wait for this. Nyehehehe.... another glow-rious performance!
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BTW, I'm currently still looking for fim-strip photo pockets for my pictures. In case you people need to know how it looks like, this should be able to tell.

I want it to fit in pictures with the size of 89x127mm. I'd like to get a loads of them, though for now I can't seem to get them from anywhere. Kindly help me hunt them down thank you!! I'm longing to have them hanged on the wall in my room....!

If you were to keep everything within the capacity of one's memory, a certain bit will go off some day. So, I guess that was why camera was invented long ago to capture those significant moments. Its not the happiness or sorrow that made up a picture, its because of the memory that is so worthy of remembering. It feels like a story being told once again... I treasure.

Why not sit down with a cup of coffee (maybe glass of juice for me) with a good book at hand.

I listen to 画沙.

I love the Night

2010-02-28T21:37:00.007+08:00

I realized that when everything else turn their backs on back me, Mother Nature still shows me her warmth and kindness. It's a beautiful night out there tonight.

With this beautiful song.

Will it Rain?

2010-02-25T14:32:00.003+08:00

I really wanted to switch to a new blogskin. You know how I do it. Unfortunately, I don't see any that favours me. ( I only want a plain layout with white background preferably ) Nevermind those for now, I'll just have to do with this for the moment.

So, let's see ...

The weather has been really extreme these days ever since the start of the Spring. I guess it was probably because of this weather that I experience most of the time since my birth, I really hated the sun, the heat and everything warm then! It's not like staying in the house can really help with anything because it is still warm from inside! Because when the sun starts blazing up on top, it makes us feel drowsy (sometimes headache too ) at the bottom and then for people like me, we'll definitely on the air-conditioner and end up doing nothing productive. What's worst is that my mum gets really worked up under the hot sun and she is likely to start finding faults in us =___=;; and there she'll go nagging to us, which we sometimes wished we're deaf. Okay, I'm over-exaggerating.....it's not anything like that. To put it simply, when it's really hot out there, nothing seems right.

But the weather part, please sapiens, do something about it.
So you know, I heard that "farts" contribute to the Global Warming. Although it may not be the solitary contributor, but hey think about it, if 6.6billion human in the world (that excludes living animals ) stop farting... there will be massive reduction in the emission of methane and carbon dioxide. I know, to stop farting will be like absurdly impossible, so, seriously, maybe you people out there may need to control the release of flatulence, especially those who drink carbonated beverages regularly.

I'm not crazy!

Oh look at the time...
Gotta go drive my brother to his dancing class now.
I'll continue some day.

JUMBLE

2010-02-21T14:52:00.007+08:00

Now... who would have guessed that the last thing that would pop up in my head after so long is to update my blog that I left idle long ago. It has been so ever since the fateful day on December 26th.

Have you ever tried sitting down uber still and quiet, listening to your heart beating so vigorously and at the same time find that you are breathing so hard as well? That's what happening to me these days. In fact, that is exactly what I love to do when I have nothing better off to do. I would stare into the empty spaces where daddy would normally be and does things he normally do. It feels as though he is still very much alive and then it hits back at me so hard that daddy is no longer around. However, mummy will be the one to feel it the most - the loss and the pain, hence why this year will be a tough year for her.

Fortunately, with the blessings and supports from our close relatives and friends, we managed to pull through a great cny celebration. It wasn't so much of a joyful one but everyone is still here for us.

You know, I realized that life is all about give-and-take and when we lose something, we will gain something good in another form. After all, as we all grow up, death is bound to happen, it is just a matter of time. I'm grateful enough that daddy lived long enough to spend his 20 good years with me and not leave either of his children without pinches of memory of himself.

...and so it is, on December 26, daddy left us and head to eternity.

I know he's still looking over us from somewhere. Smiling. I love you daddy.
Oh there you see, its me missing my daddy again. =)

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You see, I've removed all my old posts and started anew all over again. There's no particular reason to it except that I'm trying to clear my messy-looking blog and never to look back again! It's new year so it starts with the new year resolutions as usual.

First - I'm expecting myself to put more effort in the coming semester and hopefully able to carry myself through the final year successfully.

Second - More determination in my dance, it has worsen over the past few months. -_-

Third - Diet Diet Diet! Yappaa!! (Wonder what will be the best way to be on diet)

My new year's resolutions are like seasonings in life, as important as it is to the food. xD So, to have to achieve them effectively, I wrote them down on pieces of papers in the biggest font that even a blind man can see and stick them on surfaces that my eyes had never failed to miss. Which, by then, I can remind myself every single day what I'm here to achieve. Bingo!

It sounded like I just made a big step forward, what about you?
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Hmph... I'm now like...stuck in the middle of my semester break, not knowing what to do. This is pathetic I know. Nobody would want to hire some part time worker for less than a month's time and I'm actually out of ideas of what can be entertaining enough to fill up my ample free time. Besides chilling out with my mates, I'm commit myself totally with the housechores and full-time driver to both my siblings.

I'm thinking about making a visit to the bookstore and hunt down a good book maybe. Ahh, it has been so so long since my last visit anyway. Concurrently, I can consider getting a haircut as well. I mean my fringe you see...its starting to get in the way. Nyahaha. Since I'm not earning money, why not spend some ? (Conscience: That's wrong, really wrong, Ame) =S

Still am anticipating for the call back to KL for the bbq party.
Gosh, it is like forever, isn't it?? I'm so ready already!!
Let's go SHOP for some CRABMEATSS!! >=D
(okayy, calm down.................................)

I guess in some way, I'm missing my friends back in KL too. Glad that the grandeur of internet makes us stay connected 24/7!! Even my really close pals all over Malaysia can still snug before this very idiot box and talk to me. =) Fancy , fancy.... Give me reasons why should I stop getting online when almost everyone that I know goes online. Particularly on Facebook. mm.. book.

Just look at the bunch of pictures that I just uploaded...not so long ago~
Everybody else is sharing their ups and downs on Facebook! even aunties and uncles, oh really.

Maybe Fluffy should sign up for one too. Oh I mean my pet hamster. =]

Alright, maybe I should end my very first post of the year right here.
Nobody likes lengthy post anyway.
Dim-sum tomorrow?!!?!~
I know you want it.......

Nightie night.